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  1. Summary

    A series of loosely tied post-TLJ fics (and one in the middle of TFA) with common subject of Ren and Hux not being able to sleep and needing each other's help to rest.

    The stories can be read separately.

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    Summer Pornathon 2015 entries

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  1. Rec *

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    An AU inspired by Ex Machina where Ben Solo never became Kylo Ren, General Hux is a droid that used to be human, and they might just be what the other needs.

    Warning for a whole lot of robophilia and cruel and unusual uses for droids.

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    English
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    13/13
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    10 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The Ben Solo we all crave for. The Hux we all want. In character and yet - so soft. Gorgeous story.

  2. Rec 65

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    This fic takes place after the events of/in the universe of Ex Machina (2015) and contains details from the movie as well as major spoilers for the end of the movie, so watching this movie beforehand is recommended.

    Summary: Caleb is rescued from hopeless confinement by one of Nathan’s androids, a lively AI by the name of Ren. Ren—a prototype combative android with superhuman strength—believes Caleb to be Hux, the program Nathan developed to manipulate Ren into forming an authentic affinity for Caleb. For Ren, Hux—the love of his lonely life—only existed in his dreams. Until he finds him in the flesh behind the glass door.

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    2/2
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    08 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cried my eyes out!
    Gorgeous read. And poetic too!

  3. Rec 29

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    Caleb Smith is exhausted, traumatized, injured. He is also the sole witness to the tragic events that left him trapped in genius programmer Nathan Bateman's home. An interdepartmental federal taskforce is attempting to make sense of what Bateman left behind, and they require Caleb's testimony to do so.

    Can Paul Sevier put him enough at ease to draw the truth from his lips?

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    Chapters:
    9/9
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    29
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    03 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lovely relationship building, great talk about the AI

  4. Rec *

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    Kylo just wants to ask Hux out on a date. That's all he wants. Sure, he's been closeted since he figured out he was gay, and he's never gone on a date with anybody before, and also Hux intimidates the hell out of him--but how bad could it possibly be?

    (It could be 'proposing a celibate fake marriage to the guy you've been in love with for two years so he can get his inheritance' bad, Kylo. That's how bad it could be.)

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    16 Mar 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Yes to the mess. Kylo is such a poor, anxious kitten. Hux is such a poor vicious little thing. This is how I love them.

  5. Rec 27

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    Getting shitfaced with Poe at a charity fundraiser doesn’t seem like a terrible idea on the surface. It’s easier to spend time with Poe than with anybody else, even though Poe doesn’t really understand Ben the way Ben needs him to. But it’s fine. Ben doesn’t know what he wants, and this is fine until he figures it out.

    The show culminates in the best performance Ben has ever seen, by a dude so stunning Ben can’t breathe and look at him at the same time, and Ben ends up kind of—well, kind of obsessed with the guy after. It’s totally harmless, though. He’s never gonna see the guy again. Ben can masturbate to whatever he wants. It’s fine.

    It’s not like the guy has any connection to Ben’s life, or his former dance career with Snoke’s Knights or anything. That would be ridiculous.

    (In retrospect, Ben should have stayed the fuck home.)

    Series
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    English
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    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
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    05 Mar 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So amazing! INTENSE!
    The burlesque setting, the characters and everything is just perfect. Best, most heartbreaking Poe I’ve ever read. Glorious sex scenes, especially self-sex is a masterpiece (honestly hottest ever). It’s also nerve-wrecking, which I loved, I was so worried for Ben in this!
    Hux was perfect too. An asshole. An angle ;)
    The construction of this story is fascinating too—slowly unravelling and mysterious. Amazing read.

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