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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Sam briefly considers trying out something even more syrupy and cloying, like It feels like we’re drifting apart or I don’t even know what’s going on in your life, Dean, but he knows he’ll just get called “Samantha” for his trouble, and it might possibly even make Dean clam up even more.

    Not that Dean is, in actuality, clamming up right now. He’s acting as though he has absolutely zero to hide. For an instant it almost makes Sam question this whole thing: Was he wrong?

    OR,

    Sam can never watch Raiders of the Lost Ark again.

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    11 Oct 2021

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.

    All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.

    Or,

    A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed.

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    11 Oct 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dean nearly busts a gut as he takes in Cas, striding towards him across the quad. A giant rainbow flag trails behind him, tied in a secure knot around his throat like a cape.

    Clearly some sophomores are taking Halloween much more seriously than others.

    Dean’s only cave to the holiday is a pair of fake vampire teeth he’s currently keeping in a ziploc bag. As Cas gets within earshot, Dean calls, “Who the hell are you supposed to be, Captain Rainbow Pants?”

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    10 Oct 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    A witch's spell gone wrong and Dean gets a taste of what being an angel is really like.

    Set somewhere in season 5.

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    10 Oct 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    He smells his Pop before he sees him: cigar smoke, tinged blue and drifting through the open screen door, burning the inside of Ray's nose.

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    06 Oct 2021