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    There are times when Bucky slips into the deep deep dark, drowns himself in self-recrimination and guilt until he's over his head in red. He needs to - his ghosts aren't going to appeased by anything else.

    He used to spiral into it alone. Nowadays, Toni comes along for the ride and guides his descent. She wraps her slender fingers around the silver chain of his dog tags and chokes him.

    One twist round his neck for every hateful thought. One loop loosened for every scrap of self-love.

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    03 May 2018

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    The world keeps pushing him, demanding, because what he did wasn't ever enough. Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist, but that wasn't enough, wasn't ever enough.

    Tony Stark was tired. But he had a planet to protect, even if everyone laughed at him whenever the prospect of alien invasions was brought up. He could count on one hand how many people he could trust, which was disheartening but then, what else was new?

     

    Or,

     

    In which Tony does not, in fact, intend to take over the world.

    ...unfortunately, everyone else missed that particular memo.

     

    [gradual divergence from canon, starting at the end of Iron Man 3. In which it's Tony's self-awareness, rather than his support system and/or self-confidence, that becomes a cryptid sometime during Phase II.]

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    02 May 2018

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    Steve brings Bucky back to the Tower post- CA:TWS and Bucky seems to be adjusting alright. Except he can’t relax, can’t sleep, and when he tries some self-relief (even when its imagining a certain mouthy genius with a butt that won't quit) nothing seems to work.
    Tony understands Bucky's problem– after Afghanistan, it was months before he could relax enough to do that sort of thing, and when he realizes what's going on, he offers to lend a hand.
    Bucky is suspicious at first, but Tony has (ahem) magic fingers, and what is originally a one time, fairly awkward moment between near strangers starts to happen more often until its not JUST a helping hand, because now it involves mouths and nakedness and then they are trading kisses and spending the night together and Tony is wearing Bucky’s clothes and stealing his pillows– but its not like they are DATING or anything.

    They aren’t…dating, right?
    Oh shit.
    Are they dating??

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    18 Apr 2018

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    Read whenever need a pick me up. So much fun.

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    16 Mar 2018

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    Tony may not be the most self-aware guy in the world, but there are a few things he knows:

    1. Iron Man and Tony Stark are one and the same,
    2. he’d make a terrible father,
    3. and his teammates don’t trust him.

    So naturally, he’s the only man left standing when Loki ages them all back to toddlers.

    This is going to go well.

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    22 Feb 2018

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    one of the best avengers turned in to kids fics with kick ass Tony and Rhodey