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    After John's death, Dean must travel to California to find his estranged brother and deliver the bad news. He takes Castiel with him, despite the newness of their relationship, and finds himself falling in love while staying in a series of little motels. What he discovers after arriving at Stanford is enough to destroy what's left of him, but Dean isn't willing to give up what they have together that easily.

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    23 Sep 2021

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    On a normal day Mike would still be out turning tricks, smiling skillful smiles and acting like he's enjoying himself, but his head is threatening to split in half and his body writhes with it. He's not in the mood to conk out on another punter's lap. Today isn't a normal day. It never is as of late.

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    29 Jun 2021

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    29 Apr 2021

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    Dean leaves the bunker not long after midnight as Wednesday turns to Thursday.
    He drives and drives and drives some more, silence deafening in its presence from the speakers. The roads are deserted and he isn’t sure where he’s headed in particular. He’ll know it when he sees it.

    After Cas' death in 12x23, Dean finds a peaceful place to lay him to rest. (inspired by 13x06 original script)

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    20 Apr 2021

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    In which Dean beats up the Impala, Bobby makes a confession, and Sam learns some things about Flagstaff — and Spokane.

    Warnings for homophobia and mentions of underage non-con.

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    02 Apr 2021