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    Dean dies with the Mark of Cain on his arm, waking up with black eyes and hellfire licking at his heels.

    Cas, sick on the stolen grace that's rotting inside him, gives chase.

    As his pursuit and Dean's evasion ebbs and flows, they begin to figure out the difference between marks given and marks received, and what it means when one such mark is faded but not forgotten.

    Written for the 2015 DCBB.

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    06 Oct 2018

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    this was a wild angst ride from start to finish and this one is definitely the demon!dean we all deserve

     

    (update: i'm still drowning in the angst)

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    Maybe it's the little girl whose disappearance turned into a murder, and whose murder turned into a cold case, and who has now apparently decided to move in with him. Maybe it's the unacceptable hole left in his life when his dumb best friend and partner in (the prevention of) crime decided to go and get himself killed. Maybe it's his brother, whose high-profile career and fantastic girlfriend and first-child-on-the-way are steadily leaving Dean in the dust. Pick one. Pick all of them. The why doesn't matter so much as the what, and the what is this: Dean is pretty sure he's going completely, certifiably insane. Sure, he hasn't started wearing all his clothes inside out, and he still showers on a regular basis (anyways, that's not crazy, just a little eccentric); but there's no getting around the fact that he just threw away his life, his career, and his reputation by dragging out his mom's old necromancy book and summoning a Class A Forbidden Entity to his attic. A cranky one, too. With horrendous bed-head.

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    25 Sep 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i love this fic so much??????

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    Dean's post-apocalyptic life is a friggin' soap opera. Romance! Angst! Separations! Reunions! Pizza Dinners! A Child Dean Never Knew He Had! It's all very dramatic.

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    12 Aug 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really good post-apocalypse fic !!!! ahhhh the feels i get when i read this. i am drowning in it

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    04 Aug 2018

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    this is so dark and sad and fucked up but also very hauntingly beautiful ??? and it works. beautifully written and i can't help but read and reread these three fics over and over

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    Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.

    This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.

    NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.

    Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)

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    19 Jul 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really heartbreaking, quite angsty but it’s so good! mostly about human!cas being homeless and living in the streets for a few months + guilty!dean