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    Felix awakes after a brutal last strike of the Empire buried under the bodies of his battalion. He's the only one alive, and he cannot move.

    He's going to die among the dead.

    And he realizes everything he ever wanted had been right in front of him, yet he'd done nothing but push it all away.

    He must be a fool.

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    28 Sep 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this haunts me all the time I had to come back and find it

  2. Rec 87

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    “I am married,” Sylvain says, a small, private smile on his face. Felix’s chest feels like it’s caving in.

    He forces out a scoff. “What poor fool settled down with you? Someone we know?”

    Sylvain laughs loudly, sharp and sudden, like it’s been shocked out of him.

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    Through a series of unfortunate events, wartime Felix winds up switching places with Felix from ten years in the future.

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    16 Sep 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is galaxy brained

  3. Rec 59

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    Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd. His former best friend. The unspoken, unacknowledged ghost of the long dead group chat.

    The one who had ruined everything.

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    Five years after college, Felix attends his reunion. The inevitable tides of fate (or maybe just Dedue) push him back into the orbit of the person he's been trying to forget.

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    15 May 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    modern au with realistic/upsetting depictions of severe mental illness handled excellently

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    “Dimitri thinks you do not love him.”

    That pulls Felix up short. Of course Felix loves the stupid beast. He has always loved him, in spite of his better judgment. It has nothing to do with their other arrangement, not with the intimacies they share. That is a physical matter. Felix does not - Dimitri does not -

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    Two years after the war ends, Felix and Dimitri get their act together.

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    09 May 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    how to write mentally ill dimitri 101

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    Felix meets a mysterious man at a masquerade that he can't stop thinking about and the young Gautier heir is set to return from over a decade in Sreng, as part of a peace treaty with Gautier and Faerghus. Two things that Felix doesn't realize are related.

     

    (or, a love triangle where sylvain is two of the people but he's the only one who knows it)

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    06 May 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the scene with lake /eyes emoji