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lix from bbc's the hour leaning back in her chair with her hands over her face



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    Season 13 but make it Baby Jack: or, the narrative repercussions of the littlest nephil that could, beyond making the widower arc even sadder.

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    basically, ambiguously s9 established relationship fics that don't overtly contradict each other.

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    my big personality pivot for 2021 is writing 100 word drabbles of the cw's supernatural

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    Loosely related post-canon It fics. Updated whenever. All can be read as standalones!

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    The Ineffable Wives AU I've been trying to write since I was fifteen fathoms deep in the closet.

    Updated as needed. (If it says unfinished, it just means I'm working on a new one; technically it's always unfinished.)

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    It’s September of 2005, and Dean Winchester, in an attempt to outrun old mistakes and painful memories, finds himself in southern Kentucky on a wild goose chase. He’s completely certain this weird religious movement he’s “investigating” is a hoax, despite the miraculous healings people report, and he’ll be back on the road in a day or two. Things are looking up when he meets Cas, an awkward (and gorgeous) graduate student who’s actually doing honest-to-god research into the local tent revival meetings. When that research takes a weird and personal turn, Dean’s left to face two very serious realities: one, this may be a real case after all, and two, he’s fallen way harder for Cas than he should ever have let himself.

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    17 Jun 2022

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    read this in a daze sitting on the edge of my bed in a wet towel one morning and absolutely SCREAMED when [redacted] showed up at the end, at which point I leaped up and started pacing the apartment muttering "I knew it, I *KNEW* IT" for five minutes before I could sit back down and finish. perhaps the pre-canon fic to end ALL pre-canon fic.

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    The screen is still abuzz with static. He frowns, knocks his knuckles against the top of the TV set, and then feels his chest go hollow and cold with instant recognition.

    Castiel knows Dean's hands on sight. (11.18 coda.)

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    02 Oct 2021

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    god every time I reread this the end still hits me out of nowhere...

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    “Tell me how I can help,” he requests.

    “You can go and work with Sam,” Dean shakes his head. “You can let me wrap this up, man. I’m finished when I’m finished. That’s all there is to it.”

    “I did not ask how I could make you feel better,” Cas settles further into his chair. “What I asked was how I could help you."

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    12 Apr 2021

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    dear GOD do I wish the show had been anything like this. what a world, what a fucking world this is...

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    No heaven. No hell. Just Dean and Cas and the status quo. [15/15]

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    09 Feb 2021

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    going through my 2013 self's bookmarks and I don't remember reading any of this but holy shit is it ruining my life tonight. I am seriously in tears by the end of every entry, they're all very tender (like a bruise) and my head is swimming with the wide world of detail and emotion.

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    Dean scoffs. “You’re kidding me, right? You know how rare demons are?”

    “I do know, because I hunt them.” The guy fixes him with a piercing look, and Dean suddenly feels like his entire being is on display. It’s not pleasant. “My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord and I need your help.”

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    16 Dec 2020

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    god every inch of this fucks so hard, ultimate canon divergence, nothing will ever do it like this fic, what the hell.......