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    a collection of LOV+hawks centered fics that I write when I should be sleeping but I’m awake making myself depressed instead.
    expect a lot of dabihawks angst with a bit of shiggy thrown in there sometimes for good measure.
    series title is from this song.

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    Stories I've written for the WA monthly challenges on ff.net.

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    "You have to go." Achilles says, and his hands are on Patroclus' chest, but they aren't pushing. No- he's doing a lot of things, but he's not pushing. He's memorising the feeling of smooth skin beneath his hands, and he's counting the pulse that thuds beneath the right, committing that to memory too. He's feeling the rise and fall of his best friend's chest - best friend, boyfriend, lover, whatever; they all feel like synonyms now - and he's meeting those dark brown eyes with his own. "If my mother catches you here she'll kill you."

    "I know." Patroclus murmurs, but he makes no move to go.

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    I am missing half of my soul.

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    18 Feb 2021

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    They say time heals all wounds. If that's what it takes, Ash is just about ready to throw himself into a fucking hourglass.

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    04 Feb 2021

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    Wrists tied to the headboard and a harshly spoken command to ‘stay still,’ but if he wanted him to just lie still why didn’t he buy a goddamn blowup doll instead of— 

    “Ash?” Eiji’s soft voice breaks through his thoughts.

    Something as simple as a stay in a hotel room on a road trip can bring the past to the surface.
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    04 Feb 2021

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    Ash discovers Eiji can lift him easily and develops a slight obsession.

    Ash feels bad about upsetting him, but they have to be realistic. “Oh come on, Eiji. We both know you can’t even lift me.”

    “I was an athlete, Ash.” Eiji says with narrowed eyes. “I assure you, I can lift you.”

    Ash raises his eyebrows at him. “Well, then be my guest.”

    Of course he doesn’t expect Eiji to call him on his bluff. He prepares himself to laugh it as a joke, waits for Eiji to throw him his familiar teasing smile.

    Ash watches in a dazed haze as Eiji leans forward to gather him in his arms, easily lifts him from his chair and carries him to his room without even showing the smallest sign of a struggle. He gently puts Ash to his bed and steps back.

    “Well, what do you think now?” he asks smugly.

    Holy fucking hell, Ash thinks.

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