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    Ramon makes good on his promise to be better.

    He... maybe over-corrects a little.

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    27 May 2022

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    "He thinks about Abby and Ali and Taylor and he sees the string tying them all together because he had loved them and touching them had felt right for a while because he had never really been with someone he'd loved before them and the novelty of the feeling convinced him it was enough, but as he's staring at the ceiling in the dark he suddenly holds the knowledge in his hands that it is not enough, that it doesn't make him feel good and never will.

    Taylor will not want him for more than what she's wanted him for so far and he knows he has to put a stop to it before he damages himself further."

     

    or, buck figures out what love is supposed to feel like

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    25 May 2022

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    And Buck had, honestly, just about kept it together through the drive and the wait before Chim opened the door and this particular bout of nausea. He doesn’t have it in him to hold it in anymore, has to tell someone, so he takes a painful breath and says:

    “I slept with Eddie.”

    Chimney brightens. “Oh, con—“ he stops himself when Buck whines. “Not congrats?”

    in which buck gets drunk and sleeps with eddie. except does he?

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    21 May 2022

  4. Rec 87

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    Eddie rolls his eyes and can’t resist bumping into Buck on his way back to the door. “I’ve gotta get more from my truck, but don’t peek at what’s here. Just open two beers and I’ll be right back.”

    When he returns, the front door is still cracked and Eddie pushes through it with the rolled rugs balanced on his shoulder, more bags stacked up his arms. Buck is sitting on top of the island now, beer halfway to his mouth when his eyes go wide.

    “Yeah, okay, no, I’m probably gonna need an explanation soon,” Buck says. “You know I’m not patient enough for this.”

    He doesn’t answer right away, but once everything is piled in the entryway, Eddie straightens, ignores the nervous flip of his stomach, and puts his hands on his hips. “I can want to fix things, too.”

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    Set within the first few weeks after the season 5 finale.

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    19 May 2022

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    His Google search history leading up to Hen and Karen’s vow renewal looks like this:

    How to stop being attracted to your best friend
    Why am I attracted to my best friend
    Why am I attracted to my best friend + man
    Why are arms so attractive on men
    How to make my house carry-proof
    How do I tell my best friend to keep his shirt on
    Why does my best friend keep yawning
    Yawning remedies
    Dry lip remedies
    Slip-resistant dish gloves
    Slip-resistant dish gloves floral pattern

    And then he just spent the next hour finding and ordering stupid dish gloves for Buck, because Google, it turns out, does not always have the answer, and leaves Eddie with more questions than before (like: does Buck have sleep apnea, actually, and if so, should he be seeing someone for it?).

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    or; buck moves in with eddie while taylor finds a new place, and prompts what feels like puberty 2.0 for eddie diaz.

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    18 May 2022