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    “I mean, listen, we’re not good at the huggy feely crap. Any of us. And I get that, you know. And I get, I mean, I could’ve said something, you know, I know that. I get it. I get all of it But you just, you give this whole speech, and you telling me that you just, you want what you know you can’t have? You never asked. And it was always, you know, it was always-“ he grits his teeth, taking a breath.

    “We always came back to each other. I said terrible things to you and you said terrible things to me and we fought and we killed and we died and always, always, we came back to each other. We figured it out. So you’re gonna come back. You’re gonna come back, Cas, so help me god, and we’re gonna figure it out. And I would have said yes. If you’d asked, I would have said yes.”

     

    AU after 15x19, where Dean has a little place in the middle of nowhere, a dog, and is trying to figure out a plan.

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    22 Sep 2021

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    And okay, so, maybe the flowers are okay. Maybe Dean likes having gifts from Cas. Maybe he likes waking up and seeing them in the morning.

    He doesn’t tell anyone. It’s nobody’s fuckin’ business.

     

    Cas gives Dean flowers. Dean's surprisingly cool with it.

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    22 Sep 2021

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    “Hey, guys.” Sam smiles, closing his book and standing. “How was your trip?”

    “Went alright.” Dean dumps his duffle bag on a chair. “Cas and I got married. Taught him how to change a tire.”

    Sam drops the book. It lands on the ground with a heavy thud. “You what?”

    “Taught him how to change a tire,” Dean says, a little slower this time.

     

    A proposal, told forwards, then backwards, then forewords again.

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    22 Sep 2021

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    “Turn that off,” John snaps, cuffing Dean on the back of her head. She flinches, but she can’t. She can’t take her eyes off of the screen.

    She doesn’t often watch the news because politics don’t matter to people living off the grid and local gossip doesn’t matter to nomads and the economy doesn’t make sense to her because she’s just not wired that way, but she feels sick. She feels sick and compelled and she has to watch because Jesus, this story deserves the dignity of disgust.

    “Matthew Shepard is only 21, and is in critical condition at Poudre Valley Hospital. His attackers have yet to be identified—”

    “I said,” John growls, yanking the remote out of Dean’s hands, “turn it off.” He gestures to Sam, who’s doing homework, while the TV goes black. “He doesn’t need to be exposed to that pervert shit. He’s a kid.”

    Matthew Shepard is a kid, Dean thinks to herself. He is a kid. He is a kid. I’m a kid.

    Even on the blank screen, she can still see Logan Shepard’s face. She doesn’t think she’ll ever unsee Logan Shepard’s face. And she wonders what John would look like if he ever came home to news like that.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    “Thought it was me at first,” Dean said. “Just not in my nature to settle. But then I thought: there’s not supposed to be suffering here. So what’s with the heartache?” He sighed. “I know I can’t make Cas show up if he doesn’t want to. Maybe he doesn’t want to take a chance on me. Maybe he’s moved on. But then I gotta feel lonesome for eternity and call it Paradise?”

    “Dean,” said Mary. “Are you going on a hunt in Heaven?”

    “Yeah,” said Dean. “I reckon I am.”

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    20 Sep 2021