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    Stiles isn’t just any boy is the thing of it – he’s like…he’s the boy. He’s the only living boy Derek is aware of. He’s got freckles and pale skin and big eyes and Derek likes him. A lot. Like, an unhealthy amount.

    A werewolf amount. Werewolves fixate. They hunt. They want. Derek wants to find him and pin him down and lick him. It’s gross, but he’s an animal. All right. He wants to fuck Stiles. He wants Stiles to say his name. He wants Stiles to look him right in his eyes from only a foot away and smile and blush and…he wants. Oh, God. This is a disaster.

    He has to think about how Stiles is dating someone. His mind starts up a mental block for his own sanity when he starts to linger on Theo fucking Raeken touching him. It rejects the idea altogether, even though there is no true denying it. It is happening. For all he knows, it’s happening right now, in the janitor’s closet down the hall. Oh, misery.

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    24 Mar 2018

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    Stiles spends a year before college working at the all-night coffee shop in town. It's nice and quiet, until one dark and brooding Derek starts coming in every morning, ordering coffee so strong that it should not be fit for human consumption. Ever. Stiles tries not to be affected by the mystery guy, but it's not like anything else happens around here, so really, what did you expect? And when he's already in too deep, he realises he might even be in way over his head...

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    12 Mar 2018

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    In a moment of crunching metal on metal, Derek went right back to how he was the day he met Stiles.

    Before their relationship.
    Before Stiles listened to him rant about Kate.
    Before Stiles offered a safe place to relax while they were on the road.
    Before Stiles encouraged him to think about what he wanted in his future, and supported his dreams no matter how simple or lavish.
    Before Stiles showed him how special he was mentally, physically, and emotionally.
    Before Stiles showed him what it was like to be loved.

    Derek went back to feeling like a failure, like he couldn’t make anyone happy unless he gave up his own comfort and catered to those around him.
    Derek went back to not caring what tomorrow brought, he just wanted everyone to be okay, convinced he only needed those around him to be happy, for him to be happy.
    Derek went back to trying to understand why he couldn’t make Kate happy.
    Derek went back to feeling like he wasn’t loved.

    Stiles knows that Derek essentially started on a new path after the accident, and in turn began a new life.

    Without Stiles.

    But...

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    06 Dec 2017

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    This isn't even the weirdest thing he's had to do recently.

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    25 Nov 2017

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    Derek goes into rut in the early winter, and he can't stand being near Stiles.
    Stiles comes over to make sure Derek isn't dead. Good job, Scott.

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    “Stiles… You have to leave. Please--just go away.”
    “It's okay, buddy… We're gonna get through this.” He touches Derek's chest with his own, fingers brushing Derek's neck. “I'm here.”

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    24 Oct 2017