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    In a moment of crunching metal on metal, Derek went right back to how he was the day he met Stiles.

    Before their relationship.
    Before Stiles listened to him rant about Kate.
    Before Stiles offered a safe place to relax while they were on the road.
    Before Stiles encouraged him to think about what he wanted in his future, and supported his dreams no matter how simple or lavish.
    Before Stiles showed him how special he was mentally, physically, and emotionally.
    Before Stiles showed him what it was like to be loved.

    Derek went back to feeling like a failure, like he couldn’t make anyone happy unless he gave up his own comfort and catered to those around him.
    Derek went back to not caring what tomorrow brought, he just wanted everyone to be okay, convinced he only needed those around him to be happy, for him to be happy.
    Derek went back to trying to understand why he couldn’t make Kate happy.
    Derek went back to feeling like he wasn’t loved.

    Stiles knows that Derek essentially started on a new path after the accident, and in turn began a new life.

    Without Stiles.

    But...

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    06 Dec 2017

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    This isn't even the weirdest thing he's had to do recently.

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    25 Nov 2017

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    Derek goes into rut in the early winter, and he can't stand being near Stiles.
    Stiles comes over to make sure Derek isn't dead. Good job, Scott.

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    “Stiles… You have to leave. Please--just go away.”
    “It's okay, buddy… We're gonna get through this.” He touches Derek's chest with his own, fingers brushing Derek's neck. “I'm here.”

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    24 Oct 2017

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    Derek's just over the city line when he sees a sign for an independent drive-thru place, Full Spectrum Brew. There are three cars in line when he turns in, which annoys him but gives him hope. Not that he really trusts the people of Beacon Hills to have much taste when it comes to coffee (god, he is a snob), but the shop’s popularity does seem to bode well. The line of cars moves way more slowly than he’d like, each customer in front of him seeming to take way too long to order, and then lingering when they get their coffee. He’s irritable from lack of sleep and an even more detrimental lack of caffeine, anxious to get out of the car. Finally it’s his turn and he slowly rolls up to the window, turning the radio down.

    For a second, he thinks he must have fallen asleep while he was waiting, because what he sees when he looks in the window surely must be a dream.

    Stunning brown eyes like glowing honey and sweet little nose, slightly upturned; a shapely pink mouth, bottom-lip pierced by a thin black hoop that he's worrying with the tip of his tongue as he smiles a gorgeous hello.

    He's the most beautiful man Derek's ever seen.

    And he’s shirtless.

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    23 Oct 2017

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    Written from a prompt that I was sent:

    Sterek. D&S are not together, but Stiles’ dad catches Derek scent mark cuddling Stiles in bed (because, you know, pack reasons), and he chases Derek from the house with cries of Stiles being too young for him-Derek runs-he just jumps out the fucking window and runs into the woods. Stiles, of course, thinks this is hilarious, and plays along with his dad's assumption. Stiles hams it up for all its worth, calling Derek “honey” “baby” “sweetie” "puppy" to tease him. Derek is mortified but likes it.

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    23 Oct 2017