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    Wherein Castiel defied God for Dean before Dean even knew his name.

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    18 Mar 2021

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    fucking amazing trans!dean

  2. Rec 27

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    Cas arrives in an Empty that feels much less Empty than before. He catches up with some old friends, learns interesting things about Dean's romantic history, gets rescued by Jack and is propositioned for group sex. It's a weird day.

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    28 Feb 2021

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    read this, thank me later

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    A piece of rebar to the heart wasn't really the way Dean had planned to go out, but these things happen. It's over now; everything's over, and now he's in Heaven. It's a beautiful Heavenly day, on a beautiful Heavenly road, and there's even a Heavenly cassette tape playing a perfect Heavenly song. The last war is over; they won it all, victorious at last, and now all Dean wants to do is drive.

    The song plays, and Dean drives.

    At last he's at peace.

    Or is he?

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    09 Jan 2021

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    They hand him a phone, and he knows to press play on the video without fully knowing how he knows.

    “...a bad dude I made a deal with in order to take down an even worse guy,” the Dean on the small screen explains. “If he gets out, it’ll be bad news, but Cas can seal him, at least for a little longer than I can on my own.” The recorded Dean rolls his eyes. “And, yeah, my solution was kinda stupid, so we’re trying this first.”

    “We’re not using your idea,” a recorded Castiel says from off-screen.

    “I said we’re trying this first,” the filmed Dean insists.

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    21 Dec 2020

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    T H I S

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    Hiatus fic set after the S11 finale. Dean's alive, Sam's alive, they're going to get Cas from wherever he got zapped to, and everything's finally gonna be all right. Dean's on top of the world.

    A little voice in the back of his head is whispering "It's never that easy," but Dean ignores it.

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    19 Dec 2020

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    Dean wasn’t the type of person who did this kind of thing. He just wasn’t. GISH?? Ugh. The whole thing was just further proof that Dean would do anything his brother wanted him to do. Why else would he be in a Stormtrooper costume, calling up his ex-girlfriend for a private yoga class? Had he been stuck in a rut that long? Given that he’d been pining for the same freakin’ guy, his professor and coworker no less, for three long years… maybe.

    Cas was definitely the type of person who did this kind of thing, not that many people knew that. He was one of the most well-respected professors at KSU. His students and coworkers didn’t need to know that he was captain of a GISH team, or that he knitted kinky accessories and made art with his online friends. His TA certainly didn’t need to know either. Just professionalism, of course. Nothing at all to do with the failed attempt at a relationship, three years of pining, and frequent inappropriate daydreams.

    A two-person love triangle with online friendships, costumes, and a lot of glitter.

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    17 Dec 2020

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    Dean did a lot of thinking about when and how he would get Cas back. Months of it, actually, stretching into a year, because while Sam and Eileen were settling into their new lives, Dean was stuck. He was stuck in a faraway corner of the bunker, dark and empty and hollow, ringing with the sound of a vibrating phone.

    So when he falls to his knees in that same room, exhausted, hurting, breathless, and he feels a hand on his shoulder and looks up to see Cas, he realizes that he doesn't have a single clue about what to do now. Getting Cas out had been easy--actually, it'd been the opposite of that--but the planning of it, the methodical desperation of one attempt after the other had been a familiar rhythm. It'd been soothing almost, solid, something to focus on that wasn't Cas's eyes, watery and jubilant in a way Dean hadn't ever seen that up close on anyone, let alone Cas.

    And now Cas is pulling him to his feet, and Dean's stumbling, and he instinctually grabs Cas's arm, and his hand lights up with a fire that he isn't prepared for.

    "Hello, Dean."

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    09 Dec 2020

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    Something went wrong in that milk run to Kentucky, but neither Dean nor Cas want to explain what happened. When the truth does come out, it isn't at all what Sam expected...though really, why should he be surprised?

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    06 Dec 2020

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    pray4sammy

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    Dean can’t afford to be thinking of this, like—like he lost something more than his best friend. They don’t have time for him to work through some world-shattering self-revelations, not at this point in the fight.

    And Dean isn’t, he’s not—it’s not like he would have ever thought he might—

    But he could have been.

    For Cas, he could have been.

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    30 Nov 2020

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    For his crimes, Loki’s punishment began in a lonely and endless winter. For Tony’s sacrifice, his imprisonment began with a rescue.

    A story of ugliness and beauty, inside and out, and learning what the word ‘monster’ really means.

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    18 May 2018

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    It started with a message, a late-night visit, and a God of Mischief in Tony's bed. A story of trust, trickery, unwilling aid and inevitable attraction.

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    18 May 2018

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    Dean doesn't even get halfway through explaining before Bobby starts laughing. When he lets himself think about it for more than five seconds, Dean can almost see Bobby's point: he's faced down demons, witches, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, angels, and Satan himself and now he's been defeated by the God damn Midwest.

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    07 Mar 2018

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    YES.

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    There are some great quick guides to HTML on A03. This is not one of them - it is a comprehensive guide, dividing all of the available tags into the following categories:

    1. Text Formatting (in-line HTML)
    2. Page Formatting (block HTML)
    3. Tables and Lists
    4. Links and Images

    Each tag will have - at a minimum - a link to the w3schools page about it (so you can learn more), a code example, and the result of the code example.

    It will also introduce tag attributes, ways to further refine formatting, for a few simple - but widely applicable - cases.

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    28 Feb 2018

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    FUCKING LIFESAVER ILY

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    Dean can't sleep. Cas offers to tire him out.

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    26 Feb 2018

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    YEEEEEEEES

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    26 Feb 2018

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    YES

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    “I’m going to kiss you now.”

    Cas pauses, giving Dean a chance to back out, but Dean just licks his lips and waits.

    Cas’s mouth is up against Dean’s for a couple seconds before Dean responds, and then it’s Cas that’s being kissed senseless, because kissing is definitely not something Dean does tentatively. Dean reaches up to cup Cas’s jaw in his hand, tilting his head for a better angle, mouth plush, tasting like whiskey.

    Cas tries to remember what it was like the first time he kissed a man. All-encompassing, the world jerking off its axis, the feel of stubble under his fingers intense in a way it never really is with women, as much as he loves them.

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    04 Jan 2018

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    i cannot rec this shit enough. this is my #1 fave au verse for these idiots.

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    08 Jun 2017

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    "I’m so hungry I could eat a linebacker," Sam mutters as the bartender pours him a glass. He’s eyeing a group of college kids who’ve taken over the battered pool tables in the back as he says it, gaze cool and accessing. "What do you think?"

    Dean toasts him. “Shoot for the stars, Sammy. Try the one in the kilt. He’s had way more than the rest of them.”

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    06 Jun 2017

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    holy jeeeeeeeeeeeesus h chris

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    All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.

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    28 May 2017

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    :D

  20. Rec 16

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    Turns out it’s possible to get a crick in your neck in Heaven.

    It fades almost immediately when Dean stands up and stretches. Nice. He has no idea how long he’s been dozing there. The clearing fuzziness in his brain and his eyes seems to say he’s had a solid nap, but the pitch of the sunlight over the water has shifted only slightly, if at all. Whatever the case, he feels rested. The grogginess is gone already. He’s ready to take stock of this new thing, here in this peaceful bubble. For the first time since he got here, he feels like he can focus his thoughts beyond stumbling through reactions. He resettles, this time into the chair, his arms braced between his knees. He stares out into the water and lets his mind run off-lead.

    Of course, now that he feels like he’s ready to work through the assorted practical mysteries facing him, he finds that they don’t matter so much. The daylight cycle, the bathroom, the relative geography — he shrugs, literally and metaphorically. Those details will come when they come. He’s got time, after all. Heck, it wouldn’t surprise him a bit if Charlie’s got some kind of Heaven 101 Quick Start Guide set up.

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    28 May 2017

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    mcd, sorta? but also hea

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