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instead of being sixteen (and burning up a bible) by itskillingme
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)
21 Dec 2021
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but nothing seemed to change. seungkwan still came home to an empty house, still attended church and listened to the slurs thrown at him from behind his back, still slit his wrists in the bathroom in the middle of the night, still pined after vernon from afar, still spent lonesome days locked up in his room.
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the one where vernon couldn't stop seungkwan from leaving.
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jeonghan loves this boy so much that he would be willing to risk his career just for one night. just one night where he could tell seungcheol that he would hang the stars for him, give him the moon, and let him have anything he could ever want. but jeonghan knows that it’s not just him that would be affected by the aftermath. he has to think about eleven other people.
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the one where seungcheol and jeonghan are best friends and that's all they will ever be.
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i think i’ve decided. as much as i wanted to do so many more things in my life, i think this is just how it’s going to be. i can’t live without you, felix. i know this isn’t what you would have wanted, but it’s too hard. i need to be with you, and there’s only one way that i can do that.
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the one where felix commits suicide and chan realizes he can't live without him.
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after eight years in the industry, the groups’ problems had become too much to ignore. minghao was drinking himself blind almost every night, people had started to notice vernon’s self harm scars and wonwoo had become so thin it was scary. seungcheol’s suicide attempt was the last straw. pledis had given them two options; after this comeback they could either get their shit together or disband.
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the one where seventeen has their last concert.
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you wanna hurt yourself (i'll stay with you) by itskillingme
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
29 Nov 2021
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"i promise you things won’t seem this dark forever.”
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the one where beomgyu shows his scars to someone for the first time.
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Louis and Harry have been distant - not acting like they used to, avoiding each other in public and making things awkward for the other boys.
Will a tragic twist of fate in the middle of the WWA tour mend their friendship and open their eyes to what they let go?
"Louis and Harry aren't as close as they used to be, but as soon as hears those words fall from Niall's lips he immediately goes into Protective!Louis mode, and his insatiable need to watch over Harry comes flooding back like it never left."
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25 Feb 2022
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Louis settled a little further into the couch, forcing himself to calm down and relax. He took a deep breath and asked the one question that had been haunting him for ten years; the question only Harry had the answer to; the question that meant everything to him “Why did you do it?”
In the 10 years since One Directions' shock split in February 2015, Louis has been living a quiet life in Doncaster, trying to forget he was ever 1/5 of the world's biggest boyband. Until of course there is a televised reunion and tour.
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25 Feb 2022
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Where everybody is wondering about Jisoo and Junghan and getting absolutely no answers.
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23 Feb 2022
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With ten children around, Joshua can’t find the right time to confess his heart’s desires to Jeonghan.
Thankfully Seungcheol decides to take one for the team.
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- Part 2 of 1230 + 1004 | Jihan Oneshots
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23 Feb 2022
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Sunghoon throws up his hands. “Okay, okay,” he says, taking a deep breath and sounding just a bit overwhelmed. “So, what you’re saying is that… us,” he points between the two of them, “we are gonna learn how to charm girls by practicing on each other?”
Put that way, yes, it does sound a little weird. Okay, a lot weird. But Jay doesn’t give up. That’s not him. “Yeah.”
“Like… how, exactly?”
Jay frowns. Admittedly, he hadn’t gotten to this part of his plan. Fuck, why had he decided to bring this up today? “Maybe…” he begins, grasping at straws. What do girls like, what do girls like? He tries to recall the dating advice he’d been reading through, but it feels like his brain is short-circuiting. “Um, uh, h-holding hands?”
Sunghoon barks a laugh. “What?”
“I don’t know!” Jay blurts, running a hand nervously through his hair. He knows his face is growing redder by the minute. “It’s just a suggestion, okay?”
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28 Jan 2022