ilovehowyouletmefall



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 77

    Tags
    Summary

    Cas doesn't come to him.

    Dean can't really argue with that, given the circumstances. In all the history of balls in courts, he thinks there might never have been a ball as thoroughly in a court as this one is in his.

    He drives for what feels like a long time but might just be a single sunny afternoon, or maybe years (time's funny here, Bobby had said), just enjoying the music, the shifting landscape outside his window, the hum and creak of the engine.

    Finally the forest opens up and the road narrows down in a way that he's fairly certain wouldn't typically happen on any kind of earthly interstate, and he glides the car to a halt at the edge of a lake.

    *
    Coda/fix-it for 15.20 "Carry On"

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,782
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    392
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    1921

    26 Nov 2020

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Dean's phone doesn't ring on the drive back to the Bunker, but that's okay. Because—well, maybe Cas lost his cell, what with getting shuffled back and forth between a cosmic void dimension and all. And anyway, Dean doesn't want this conversation to happen over the phone, he wants to—he wants to talk to Cas face-to-face. They should talk face-to-face.

    Dean will tell him—

    Dean doesn't know what he'll tell Cas. Dean is, in fact, terrified by how utterly and completely he does not know what he'll say to Cas.

    *

    Coda/fix-it for 15.19 "Inherit the Earth".

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,818
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    555
    Bookmarks:
    102
    Hits:
    1810

    25 Nov 2020

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Dean has learned that sex is different when there's an angel involved.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,098
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    133
    Kudos:
    7462
    Bookmarks:
    941
    Hits:
    158903

    24 Nov 2020

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I think I’ll go for a drive.”

    This is what happened between that moment, and Dean meeting Sam on that bridge.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,039
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    190
    Kudos:
    1219
    Bookmarks:
    296
    Hits:
    4960

    24 Nov 2020

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “We should fuck,” Dean says.

    Cas looks up from where he sits on his bed, hair still damp from the shower, frowning as he places a finger on the page of his book to mark where he left off.

    There are a million things Cas could say here; Dean has rehearsed them. After lunch, his restlessness had given way to a vague panic, a dread that matched his every step and crept along with him from room to room. Eventually, he had returned to his bedroom and spent the rest of the afternoon pacing back and forth, playing out all the possible scenarios. When Cas asks him Why? or Are you being serious? or when he sighs and says, in that way he has, Dean, he knows exactly what he’s going to do. He’s going to shrug casually, like he isn’t invested in the answer, like he isn’t desperate for an outlet, and say, Why not? He’s going to raise an eyebrow and say, What, are you not interested? He’s going to crowd into Cas’ personal space, he’s going to shove himself right up in there and whisper Cas against his ear.

    Instead, Cas says, carefully, “Okay.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,827
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    512
    Bookmarks:
    103
    Hits:
    2472

    24 Nov 2020