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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    There weren’t quite so much as good years and bad years.
    She had always loved him, and she would always hate him.

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    13 Oct 2021

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    Time Travel AU

    Fate has never been kind to Aleksander, but for some reason it has chosen to offer him the most precious gift imaginable - a second chance.

    When Aleksander finds himself back at Kribirsk, in the moment just before the Sun Summoner’s discovery, he is determined that this time around he will get things right.

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    08 Oct 2021

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    His first dreams are of the darkness that frightens him and a little girl who can call to the light.

    He makes it his mission to find her, no matter what it might cost.

    [or: an alternate creation of the fold story]

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    30 Sep 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    “And how old are you?” Baghra asks, tapping a nail against the stem of her glass.
    “Twenty-nine.”
    It is the first time she’s ever said it and felt old.
    “And children? You want them?”
    Sasha sighs—“ne nada, mama”—and puts his glass down without drinking.
    Baghra raises her brows, focused still on Alina.
    “You know that Sasha turns forty next month.”
    “Mama,” he cuts in. “Enough.”

    Or, Alina meets the 'rents.

    Part II of "I have a longing"

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    23 Sep 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    He arrives at the orphanage in the midst of a violent, early-winter storm — torrential rain pounding at the windows, frigid wind lashing at the trees, lightning cracking open the sky and turning the empty fields bone-white. When Alina answers the knock at the door to see a tall, dark stranger, her first thought is that she has wandered into a children’s tale. Perhaps this is Morozko, heralded by a magnificent crash of thunder, come to collect her for some slight she has forgotten committing.

    But no, he is just a man, Alina sees when the lightning fades away and the meager candle in her hand illuminates his face. Sodden and shivering from the rain, and dangerously handsome, but just a man.

    Refused enlistment in the First Army, Alina Starkov languishes in Keramzin until a mysterious stranger blows into town.

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    16 Sep 2021