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    Because of the lawsuit Buck has been struggling in every possible way, but when he is at his worst he gets a call from Chris' school and it changes everything.
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    What if during the lawsuit Buck got a call from Christopher's school because he's listed as an emergency contact and they can't get a hold of Eddie?

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    20 Oct 2021

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    In retrospect he thinks he should’ve knocked, which is stupid because it’s a communal space and they all have a bed in there. But for his sanity- yeah, he probably should’ve knocked.

    He hadn’t though. He’d opened the door, eyes half on his phone as he’d checked the time to see if Maddie would be feeding Jee, only to stop in his tracks right inside the doorway because-

    Because Buck and Eddie were kissing.

    No, not even kissing- making out.

    “Oh my god,” he blurted out, clapping a hand over his eyes and trying to shield himself from the mental image as he’d stumbled back into the doorframe.

    “Oh my god,” Buck exclaimed, sounding horrified.

    “Oh my god,” Eddie had added then and the sheer depth of long-suffering exasperation in his voice had been enough to make Chimney peek out from behind his hand.

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    After Chimney accidentally discovers Buck and Eddie are together they ask him to keep it a secret for a few weeks while they settle into their relationship. It goes about as well as expected.

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    19 Oct 2021

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    Finding out that Bobby didn't believe he was ready, didn't think he could do it, that he'd be a liability to the others, that was gutting, like physically painful. It pulled the rug out from under him, and Buck's struggling with how he's meant to pull himself up from this.

    He spots the card on his table, the lawyer from the other day, the one who--

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    Eddie inadvertently stops Buck from calling Mackey, taking them both down an entirely different path. With Carla out of commission for a while, Buck steps in to take care of Chris while Eddie works, altering their dynamic significantly.

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    18 Oct 2021

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    Eddie is in a coma, and Buck blames himself. He should've been there to protect Eddie. The least he can do now is to be there for Christopher, even if Buck doesn't know if he has it in him to be a parent without Eddie. Buck makes Eddie a deal: he'll fight for Christopher in the real world, while Eddie fights to wake up.

    Eddie's come a long way since those bleak days in El Paso, listening to his parents comments about how he's not fit to be a father. How Christopher doesn't deserve to be dragged down by the likes of Eddie and Shannon. Eddie thought after moving to LA, he and Chris had escaped that. When he wakes up and finds Buck neck-deep in a legal battle with his parents for custody of Christopher, Eddie must face his own mistakes, and find the confidence to stand up for himself against his absolute worst nightmare.

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    16 Oct 2021

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    It wasn't healthy for her to keep everything bottled up. God knows he'd tried to do that enough times to know that it always failed in the end.

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    Lucy comes to Tim crying and he tries to comfort her.

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    16 Oct 2021