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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Feng Xin—he’s not going to like someone that isn’t good,” Mu Qing mumbles, and Hua Cheng remembers the vague memory of a scowling teenager. “He’s not going to like me. Him and Xie Lian… those kind of people, they deserve to be beside people who have that kind of shining will.” He sighs. Maybe it’s the insomnia that makes Mu Qing brave, because he raises his head from the table and meets Hua Cheng’s eyes. “Do you think you’re a good person?” he asks.

    Hua Cheng doesn’t answer. Mu Qing doesn’t seem to care much, anyways. His eyes are glazed over. He’s either half asleep, close to tears, or both. “If I’m not good, I don’t think he’ll ever… like me,” he whispers, still too put-together to admit any stronger feelings. “And it’s… it’s not like that changes anything. I’ve never been the kind of person he likes.” He hangs his head. “But I want to be. I can’t, but wouldn’t that be a nicer reality? If people were… if people were actually good, instead of just a few within millions of others. I think… that would be nice.” 

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    23 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i apologize for the person i become when the come back to bed trope arises in a fanfic

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    in Teyvat: no being created ever truly dies

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    You spend forever dreaming about his teeth in your neck.
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    03 Jan 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    reading this feels like going on twitter and seeing a priv account yell about tits for an hour before confessing to suicidal ideation

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    In which the Abyss and Khaenri’ah are more closely linked than most believe, and when Ajax falls through a hole in the world, he arrives in a different time and place then when he started. Kaeya, for his part, is not amused.

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    12 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OP IS SICK IN THE HEAD hung on how the doomed relationship and developing friendship tags are literally adjacent to one another

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    The first thing Aoi thinks is; Oh, she’s not dead.

    The second thing Aoi thinks is; Oh, she’s not human.

    or; with a little help from a water spirit, a shrine maiden and an evergreen tree, Aoi learns that home isn’t just a place to spend the night.

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    27 Sep 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    build-up in scenery, internalized self loathing that aoi doesn't even recognize as hatred, etc

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Aiura sometimes believes she's as much a prophet as she is a psychic, and therein lies the problem.

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    13 Aug 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    maybe heterosexuality isn't so bad

    edit like five minutes later: sorry that was a moment of weakness