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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Castiel brings up the old scars Dean used to have when he sees some new scars on Dean's arm.

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    22 Oct 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    “That road outside that you've been taking home forever,

    That'll be same road that I'll take when I depart”

     

    Following their return from heaven, the scars of past memories that Dean was sure he'd kept hidden from Sam are finally laid bare.

    Takes place after S05E17 Dark Side of the Moon with flashbacks to S01E18 Something Wicked, Flagstaff, Sam leaving for college and the Stanford-Era.

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    22 Oct 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Dean's life is pretty shitty, he moves around a lot and his dad beats him, but he deserves it, and better him than Sam right? Dean moves again and expects it to be like every other place, but when a blue eyed boy befriends him it's all Dean can take.

     

     

    (( sorry for the bad summary))

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    22 Oct 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Dean's stint in hell left him with some scars that not everyone can see. He's terrified of dogs. Sam hasn't realised his phobia and Dean's determined that his brother won't. When their latest job brings them face to face with fidos, Dean has a hard time coping.

    Based on the prompt:A large, friendly dog jumps up on Dean unexpectedly, maybe at a park or something. He tries to play it off but has an epic panic attack. Difficulty breathing, maybe even vomiting. He tries to hide it from Sam, embarrassed to be weak in front of his brother.
    Sam (and here's the kink part for me) is all over this when he realizes what's going on. Yelling at the dog owner, getting Dean to a private place, and then just comforting the heck out of him. I want hugs, praise, maybe he wraps his brother in his jacket or something, just lots of loving touches.
    Then they head back out there together.

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    22 Oct 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    John Winchester psychically and mentally abused his oldest son. The hunter was a drunk, lived from hunt to hunt and was barley at the motels the makeshift family called home. Dean can’t handle the pressure and ultimately makes the decision to end his life. Can Sammy and their Uncle Bobby save the teenager in time? Completely AU.

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