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not enough blood in the waves by heyitsathrowaway
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Dec 2020
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Shi Qingxuan laughs, delighted and carefree, not taking the situation seriously at all. He Xuan meanwhile is seething, but that’s nothing new.
“We should ascend,” says He Xuan. She’s already beginning to feel an itch under her skin, like gravel under bare feet. Annoying and impossible to ignore. Business as usual: it’s Shi Qingxuan’s fault, and He Xuan suffers the consequences.
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let me hold it lightly by heyitsathrowaway
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 May 2020
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Lan Zhan runs his thumbs along his heart, cradled in both their palms. Wei Wuxian sucks in a breath and pushes his nose into Lan Zhan’s shoulder, rubbing his face back and forth, warmed through. “I can feel it when you do that,” he says. He sounds drunk, dreamy-voiced and breathless. “It’s nice. It’s perfect, it’s like you’re everywhere. Ah, Lan Zhan, you could make me do anything like this, you know.” He wants that. He wants Lan Zhan to hold him still and tell him what to do, to hold his heart in his hand and treat it impossibly gently. He trusts Lan Zhan to death and past it, far more than he could ever trust himself.
Wei Wuxian gives Lan Zhan his heart for safekeeping.
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Wei Wuxian wants to make her laugh, and cry out, and come; he wants to coax one more good thing from the dead dirt of this home they’re making here. He can leave behind at least something worthwhile. Lotus pods and a-Yuan and the best and bravest doctor of the Qishan Wen, laughing in exile.
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homecoming and other pleasures by heyitsathrowaway
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
11 Nov 2019
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In the weeks after Dorothea proposed—proposed, sometimes she still can’t believe she did that—she occasionally wondered whether she’d made a mistake. Hubert certainly seemed to think so. He had a bit of a dazed look about him every time they spoke in the intervening time. But in the end, it all worked out so wonderfully. Some days she really doesn’t trust it. When has anything in her life ever been this easy?
But it is easy, with Hubert. With him and the professor and Edie. He’s so sweet in his own serious way. Dorothea feels so safe in his arms, almost relaxed. She always thought love was meant to be exciting, and oh, it is. It makes her heart beat faster and her skin tingle and her toes curl, but it also fills her with such a lovely warm closeness when Hubert touches her, like a bath drawn at just the right temperature. She could luxuriate in it for hours.
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worth the wait to give you my heart by heyitsathrowaway
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
14 Sep 2019
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“Guess now Dimitri can freak out about the coronation instead,” Sylvain says. Felix makes a vague noise, like he’s done with talking, but Sylvain’s in a chatty mood. The war is over and Felix hasn’t insulted him yet this morning. Obviously it’s a day for miracles. Might as well bring it up now. “Mm, maybe you can finally do something about the way you’re always looking at him.” Complex plans don’t really go well with Felix grinding down against him, and anyway: with Felix, it’s usually just best to be straightforward.
Felix goes still above him. Sylvain slides a hand in his hair to try to pull him back down, but he won’t go. “Excuse me?”
“Oh, is this going to be a whole thing?” Sylvain asks. “Are we going to pretend you haven’t been head over heels for the guy since we were all the same height?”
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I was the only one who hated you by latelight
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
25 Aug 2019
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“Felix,” he ventured. “Are you…jealous?”
It would appear Felix agreed it was a stupid thought, because his face warped with fury and he launched himself at Dimitri anew. “Jealous!” he said. “As if I would” —clang— “envy that woman” —clang— “the company of an animal like you!”
Somewhat satisfied with having driven Dimitri back, he stood there for a moment leaking resentment. “It disgusts me is all. Watching a beast feign human emotion, it’s too pathetic for words.”
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25 Aug 2019
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No part of Eddie’s day job is fun, exactly, but the clubs are the symbiote’s least favorite, and not just because they’d rather be doing hero work. People look at Eddie like they’re hungry for him— men and women both. The way Anne used to look at him, the memories tucked away but vivid; memories Eddie never calls up willingly, because when they come, he hurts.
The symbiote would like to fix it, but it feels like a wound that can’t be healed all at once. Something that needs coaxing, and care, and time.
Something that needs delicacy, but they want to try.
Eddie draws stares when they go to the club, blatant interest, and the symbiote doesn’t like it. Eddie belongs to them, now.
People call them lots of things, most of it unkind, but the symbiote has never felt monstrous quite like it does on nights like this— with men and women running their hands down Eddie’s arm, pink lips bitten between bright white teeth.
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19 Oct 2018
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Its eighty years after the events of the movie. Eddie's changed, a little bit.
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14 Oct 2018