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  1. Summary

    Cullen loves men in these stories. Various ships because I am a trashcan.

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  4. Summary

    Fics in which a male Hawke loves his Anders.

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  1. Rec 75

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    Pre-game, alternate universe, in which a young, wayward Sebastian avoids taking Chantry vows. Instead, his father hires a strict bodyguard to keep the youngest Vael from further tarnishing the family name.

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    24 Jun 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The thrilling love story of a very unruly Sebastian and his grumpy bodyguard, Fenris. Never have I ever read smut that so accurately matches my tastes; Sebastian's bottoming in this is absolutely stellar.

  2. Rec 2

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    For Anders, the impossible is only an obstacle to be overcome to be with Karl again; for Fenris and Sebastian, cursed to become animals at sunrise and sunset, the impossible is their only salvation. Evading capture; breaking a curse; toppling those responsible: what could possibly go wrong?

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    06 May 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Much happens in this fic, and yet it's really a mood piece and focuses on the characters. The love stories of Fenris and Sebastian, and Anders and Karl, are both equally gripping and tragic. I cannot wait to see this one finished.

  3. Rec 25

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    Corypheus' plan has set into motion: all over Thedas, the Grey Wardens start hearing the Calling. That includes Alistair, the King of Ferelden, but also a certain runaway Apostate, still wanted for the attack on the Kirkwall Chantry, in hiding ever since he escaped the Free Marches.
    While the Inquisition leads the frontal assault in Orlais, fighting against Livius Erimond and Warden-Commander Clarel's corrupted forces, what could be happening to the still-rebuilding Wardens of Ferelden? Might Corypheus have plans for them as well, plans that only a King and a rebel Mage could overthrow? If only they managed to collaborate...

    "The words," Alistair growled at him, tightening his hold on Anders' shirt, face only inches from his and eyes burning with spite, "Do you even remember them?"

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    04 May 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    One of the most epic tales I have read so far. Full of gorgeous nature, well thought out lore, interesting characters, and tentative alliances. Ferelden is luscious, alive, and real in this fic. 5/5, would recommend, want everyone to read this.

  4. Rec 2

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    On his regular evening stroll behind the Chantry, Father Sebastian ends up saving a life that could vastly improve his own.

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    07 Apr 2019

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    One of the most gorgeous fics I've ever read, and one I keep coming back to. A wonderful medieval werewolf AU with a tantalizing characterisation of Sebastian. The mood in this fic is incredible; the descriptions really bring the environment alive and so much is said in so few words.

  5. Rec 18

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    16 Mar 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    These are very dark fics, but so well worth reading and re-reading. The characters Cullen is being prostituted to are complex and nuanced, and despite the horrific premises, both fics are wonderful reads. This is also the darkest characterisation of Sebastian I've ever read.