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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Whenever Jiang Cheng retreats to his bed at night, the darkness feels like it’s drowning him, his ghosts whispering, no, shouting in his ear. Echoes of his father’s indifference, his mother’s disapproval, his sister’s blood soaking into his robes, his brother’s screams.

    Lan Huan lays in bed looking at the ceiling or sits near the window and stares at the wilting flowers in his garden and drifts. He lets the waves come over him and wash him out to sea, drifting and drowning, yet so dwarfed by his feelings he feels nothing at all.

    This is a story of pain and healing - not healing because of or for another, but rather alongside each other.

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    27 Nov 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Someone tries to curse Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian right in front of their brothers' salads. It goes predictably sideways.
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    Lan Xichen realizes that he’s still laying across Jiang Wanyin, and it’s rapidly becoming less acceptable. “Excuse me, Jiang-zongzhu,” he whispers, and he slides away. He means to stand and excuse himself.

    He has a moment to register the unpleasant sensation of something wet sliding along his hair-line, and then pain wracks through his body. His lips go numb, knees locking. He can’t move, sliding back to the floor, and he hears Wangji say something in the distance as the world goes grey and all he knows is roaring pain

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    27 Nov 2021

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Dying alone is something that Jiang Cheng had already known. Cursing his fate and why the world had been unfair to him he was given a chance to live a different life.

    Waking up in a unknown world, learning that his family is alive and well, Jiang Cheng's wish of having his family back had been granted however there was something he weren't expecting at all.

    "C.. could you repeat that for me?"

     

    "Lan Xichen is your husband, You are married for three years now" Wei Wuxian smiled.

    ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

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    04 Oct 2021

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    Lan Wangji would do anything he could to shield his brother from pain and sorrow, just like Lan Xichen had done to him when they had been kids, grieving from the departure of their mother and the seclusion of their father. He would do anything, even if it meant he had to bind his soul to a demon, just so his brother could hold Jiang Wanyin again.

     

    (“A pristine child of Gusu Lan kneeling before me requesting help?” The dark gossamer around the Yiling Patriarch swirling joyfully, “Oh, sweetheart, you must be so desperate.”)

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    19 Jul 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Lan XiChen doesn't make a habit of thinking about what might have been. He's learned about what a dark and winding road it is, leading his mind to places that he shouldn't linger if he's to stay the pillar of the GusuLan Sect.

    But sometimes, he's alone, and his mind can be left to it's own devices.

    (an lxc character-centered piece)

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    24 Jun 2021