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    Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.

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    Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.

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    22 Oct 2021

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    Dean is exhausted after a long hunt. He admits to himself what he wants, and he finally asks Cas to stay.

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    22 Oct 2021

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    25 years later, Dean returns to Riverton, Wyoming.

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    21 Oct 2021

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    “Dean,” says Cas again, angling Dean’s head with his hand to look him in the eye. “Talk to me.”

    He almost says it’s nothing. It’s fine. It’s none of his business. But it isn’t, and it isn’t, and it is. And it may feel like carving his own chest open to talk about but Cas has waited so long, been so patient and Dean doesn’t wanna drive him away again, or poison this thing between them when they’ve barely gotten started. Doesn’t want to hurt him again. Him or Jack.

    “I,” he chokes, closing his eyes against the patience in Cas’, the trust in Jack’s. “What if I can’t do this?”

     

    In which Dean acknowledges the past, and looks towards the future.

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    20 Oct 2021

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    Two months after Team Free Will beats Chuck, Jack brings Cas back and Dean wants so badly to respond to Cas's confession in the dungeon, but to do that he needs to shed a lifetime of trauma, self hatred, and internalized homophobia. After moving in to a farmhouse with Cas, Dean secretly starts going to therapy every Thursday afternoon. He also starts working on getting the tattoos he always wanted in an effort to reclaim a body that he's only ever seen as a tool.

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    Cas stole Dean's favorite Zeppelin shirt, Dean steals it back, Cas steals it again. A shirt-theft war like nothing you've ever seen ensues. The entire family takes sides. Is it foreplay? Yes. Is it good clean family fun? Sometimes. Are Jack's god powers used unwisely in the name of the Zepp shirt battle? Yeah, probably. Is Dean messier than a sloppy joe? Nooooo, not at all.

     

    This fic starts out like it's going to be Serious Business (and parts of it are), but it's mostly ridiculous fluff and Dean finally allowing himself to be soft.

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    19 Oct 2021