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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sam's eyes flutter half-open and his gaze is unfocused and confused, but not half as confused as it should be, and it is cold. There is no bright, warm, familiar, soul behind them, Castiel realizes immediately. There is none at all.

    He feels a twinge of petty resentment that he did not even get a brief moment of victory.

    (season 6 canon divergence. castiel realizes that sam's soul is gone right away. it's still too late.)

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    06 Jan 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    The one where Spencer keeps a secret, and it almost costs him his life.

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    29 Dec 2021

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    “They really didn’t want the mask to come off.” Hill thumbed through the scans, and pulled out a film that she then handed over to Sam, face mostly expressionless but for the flat line of her pursed lips.

    Sam accepted the film and held it up to the light, angling so both he and Steve could see it, squinting at the outline of the Winter Soldier’s skull, and the blips of unnatural white that showed up, God, in his brain, not to mention about half his teeth, plus the mask, with its thin protrusions—

    “Those are pins,” Steve realized. He looked over at Hill. “The mask—it’s nailed to his face.”

    Hill’s face was as unmoved as ever. “Like I said. They really didn’t want it coming off.”

     

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    art by quietnight | podfic by sallysparrow017 | podfic by AvidReaderLady

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    29 Dec 2021

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  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Sometimes things with Sam get a little out of control. Dean knows of a simple fix to help them along.

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    24 Dec 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Shortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn't tell Dean because he didn't want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby.

    When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.

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    23 Nov 2021