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    "Lan Zhan," Wei Ying inhales and exhales. "Are you trying to suggest that I could be pregnant despite being a man?"

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    What if the past was not something you truly recover from?

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    A few months after coming back from Afghanistan, Tony finds out that he has cancer. Faced with that and other problems, he hides behind Iron Man's mask and disappears from the world. For some time, the world almost forgets. The Avengers never get to meet Tony Stark, but someone is too curious for their own good.

    Tony Stark, genius billionaire playboy philanthropist alcoholic. Iron Man, Avenger. Nate Rives, mute self-taught computer genius consultant for S.H.I.E.L.D.
    Everything is a puzzle.

     

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    Blind!Tony, AU after his rescue in Afghanistan. There was supposed to be one 20k story. Then Tony happened.

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    Wei Ying swallows. “Lan Zhan.” He feels like a child lost in a store. Rows and rows of unfamiliar jars and packs and bottles. Crowds of people he doesn’t know. Blinding fluorescent lights. “You’re… you’re shaking. Are you — alright?”

    “Can you please,” Lan Zhan whispers, very quietly, “stop asking me that question?”

    His knuckles are white with how hard he’s clenching his fists, white on the bedsheets, fabric bunched up.

    “No,” Wei Ying croaks out. Something feels so, so wrong. “Why are you shaking? Why are you… saying it like that?”

    Lan Zhan’s bowed, naked back is glistening with sweat. He looks like a boy made of ice, a turtle in a crystal shell.

    “Can’t you — fuck, can’t you please just do it?” Lan Zhan’s voice cracks. His chest rises and falls, fast and shallow, ribs expanding and contracting in stuttered beats of a bird’s heart. “Can’t you just…” his words tumble into a whisper, and a sudden tear rolls down his cheek, falling onto the mattress like a silver star, “can you please just fuck me and make it hurt?”

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    [former best-friends/lovers meet again, six years later.

    only now, something is different.

    something is very, very wrong.]

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    03 Dec 2021

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    Lan Zhan is the best man in Wei Ying’s wedding.

    It’s the most natural thing in the world. Lan Zhan has been his best friend — more than his best friend, his best everything — ever since they were young. Wei Ying would’ve felt weird if Lan Zhan wasn’t right there with him, on this day that everyone kept telling him was going to be the happiest and most special day of his life.

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    The story of two people who are each other's everything, slowly figuring it out.

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    01 Aug 2021

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    Wangji risks a glance across the aisle; Wei Ying’s gaze is tilted down to his book, a model of diligence. But he’s smiling as he writes, and when his eyes flick over to Wangji’s, just for a second, they’re alight with something beautiful.

    This is love, Wangji realizes, right then. This is what it feels like. It's happening afresh even as it dawns on him.

    He copies the next line wrong, and the next.

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    17 Jul 2021

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    Wei Ying senses something off the moment he gets home, but takes him a little while to suss it out because, despite all the physical changes Lan Zhan has gone through over the past seven months, he still remains somewhat difficult to read--or at least pry information out of.

     

    or, Lan Zhan is very, very pregnant, and Wei Ying loves him very, very much.

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    17 May 2021

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    His fingers are still clasped between Wangji's. In the mirror Wangji watches him tuck his coat between his thighs so that he can fuss with the tucked-in hem of his shirt, tousle up the side of his hair, all one-handed. "I hope what I'm wearing is okay."

    "It's good," Wangji says. "You look good."

    "I guess I must," Wei Ying says, and then he smiles and bites his teeth into his bottom lip for a second, devastatingly, and before Wangji can drop dead the doors to the elevator slide open, and the hostess station appears.

     

    [In which lonely businessman Lan Wangji meets the right wrong person and changes the course of his life.]

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    16 Feb 2021