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  1. Rec 47

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    Jensen’s pretty picky when it comes to his hookups, especially their size, and the last few guys were pretty disappointing. So the only enticing thing on Grindr after coming home to an empty fridge is a guy posing with an uncooked lasagna looking for a guy with a working oven. (And no, it’s not code for a kink.) Fortunately, it turns out that Jared’s not only a great cook but also ticks all of Jensen’s boxes.

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    30 Oct 2023

  2. Rec 70

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    “What should we—“ The real Sam starts to ask, but the image of Sam reaches his arms out, as if grabbing for someone. Sam falls silent.

    Someone steps into the cradle of his arms—appearing between one blink and the next—and Sam’s arms wind around them like he knows exactly who they are. He smiles, slow and happy, a hand sliding into short brown hair. It’s a man, Dean realizes, a little surprised.

    Sam makes a noise behind him, and Dean doesn’t understand for a second. That’s when he realizes he doesn't recognize the person because he’s not used to looking at this person from the back: it’s him. 

It’s Dean in his brother’s arms, sliding a leg between Sam’s and leaning forward so Sam has no choice but to press his back fully to the trunk. Sam’s eyes go soft as he looks down at him, and it shouldn’t feel like a punch to the gut, but it does.

    “Dean,” He says, and every hair on Dean’s own body raises, as if the Sam behind him had leaned forward and whispered it into his own ear.

    And they kiss.

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    Dark Side of the Moon!AU where while running from Zachariah the boys run into a forest that can show them their greatest fear or desire. Dean--not knowing which it is--doesn't take it well.

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    12 Oct 2023

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    Ugh. So beautiful and angsty and well written.

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    Sam watched Dean hack up firewood with his hatchet. The magically-induced heat wave had his shirt soaked with sweat.

    “Did you ever have a, uh… experimental phase?” Sam smacked his lips, trying to think of a diplomatic way to phrase it. “That kid—by which I mean you—has been staring. At me. Kind of a lot.”

    (Sam and Dean get sent back to 1996 and go on a hunt with their teenaged selves. The kids don't know who they are.)

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    11 Sep 2023

  4. Rec 37

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    Jensen pays Jared to take his knot, even though Jared isn't really built for it. It's nothing like Jared was expecting.

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    10 Sep 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Dean gets a new toy for him and Sam to experiment with and it turns out to be awesome! Sam is still really young in this; they are about 13/17 here.

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    18 Mar 2023