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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    This is AU-Winchesters with a Southern Gothic flavor. Places and faces will be familiar, but mostly this is just a different take on the whole thing. John becomes a preacher after Mary’s death and mostly leaves his sons to take care of the farm and grow up as best they can manage. There’s some violence and I’m quoting scripture, meaning no offence.

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    14 Dec 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    It was impossible to imagine Dean Winchester crying. He had been all sunshine and storm, fool’s grin or glaring daggers, no in between that I ever witnessed. Except his soldier’s stare, blank, emotionless, only his hands giving anything away as they twitched, fingers like dowsing rods, Sam the current they sought. Sam had cried often enough. Laughed until his eyes were literally squirting, that was my favourite. Angry tears, sucking on bloody knuckles he only reluctantly let me pick debris out of, that had happened at least twice. Once, and I could never figure out why, his tears had leaked cold against my neck. That was when he’d told me, whispered to me in the sable shadows of the barn, that he loved his brother. That Dean loved him. He knew it now, finally. Dean had proved it, and Sam had been ecstatic and terrified and bursting at the seams with it. I had hugged him and he’d rained down fat icy drops on my skin as he laughed soundlessly into my ear.

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    18 Nov 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Sam knows it’s wrong, knows it will mess with him, but he thinks this is the only way to get his brother not to fight him. Hopefully. He stands up, using the inches he has on Dean to tower as best he can, rolls his shoulders back, his chest out, deepens his voice to match their father’s timbre.

    “Dean, come over here. Now.”

    “No, Sammy," Dean pleads and his voice shakes, head shakes, but his body responds. His steps are small and reluctant, his expression sullen, but he moves.

    Once Dean’s in reach, Sam drops his posture and again curls his arms around him, but his hands move along Dean’s back, fingers reach into the collar of his flannel and he pulls down, drags the shirt off his shoulders and off his body, and then his hands are under the t-shirt. He tugs up until it joins the flannel on the floor.

    Dean’s torso is a fine network of scars, ones Sam long ago memorized, but he wonders now…

    “Did he leave any marks on you? Scars? Answer me, Dean.”

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    18 Nov 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    A soccer coach in Okoboji asked about the marks once, and Sam asked the man why he was looking at the inside of his thighs when he showered.

    He hid most of them, and occasionally he flaunted them, but more often than not Sam and his pain were invisible.

    No one said anything about the tips of his fingers on his left hand being blistered, or about the messy wound in the hollow of his throat.

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    18 Nov 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    A year ago Dean watched Sam walk away from the life. A few months later Sam dropped off the radar completely, his last words to Dean a scribbled note. I just need some time. Don’t look for me. I’ll call if I need you.

    Now it's 2009 and Dean finds Sam locked in a warded cell, guarded by the Campbells. They say he's running with demons, that they call him the Boy King. They say Sam's up to something big. Dean and Bobby confront a caged Sam who is cold and distant and far too knowing. While everyone tries to tell Dean that the brother he knew is gone, Dean is determined to find the truth. Along the way he discovers angels, broken seals, a runaway apocalypse, and visions of another timeline that burned up his brother's brain.

    Now all Dean has to do is figure out what Sam's endgame is and how to stop it, or risk losing Sam forever.

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    17 Oct 2018

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