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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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26 Feb 2021
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“Painfully delicate and surprisingly strong, silk resembles love.”
~Elif Shafak(or: one where Cas gets Dean back from Michael and they both have some healing to do)
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27 Jan 2021
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Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.
As if they weren't already.
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22 Jan 2021
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In which Dean and Cas reunite, and there's more than one scar.
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- Part 11 of Supernatural Codas
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21 Dec 2020
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Cas says, I love you.
And then he’s gone and Dean’s alone, gasping sobs of air on the dungeon floor, and wishing he hadn’t. Listened. Wishing he could take it all back. Wishing he could just refuse, just keep Cas, if only for another instant, if only for long enough to stop thinking, What do you mean — what do you mean, something you know you can’t have?
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- Part 23 of Supernatural Codas
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16 Dec 2020