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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Castiel had opened his heart to save Dean, yes, but he also did it so that Dean would know. Because he wanted Dean to know. And he wanted this part of him to be given without the expectation of anything in return. Up until that moment Cas had made peace with never knowing Dean’s heart. Made peace with never having him in the way he so desperately wanted. And made peace with never, ever getting to speak about it again.

    But he also never planned on coming back.

     

    (Or, the DCLCU origins fic and the good finale that lives in my head.)

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    09 Apr 2022

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    In the kitchen, Dean doesn’t notice the glowing syringe on the counter until he finishes filling a plastic cup with water, a sippy lid stretched over its top. He blinks at the syringe, eyeing the frighteningly-thick gauge of its needle, the bold glass barrel swirling with a silver-blue hue, its glow muted by the folded piece of paper draped over it.

    Blood’s in the fridge, the note says. Kaia thinks maybe this’ll work? Beneath it, cramped and scribbled, as if in an afterthought, Good luck. Don’t get yourself killed. — Claire

    Grace, extracted from a human once possessed by an angel. The last traces left when an angel moves on for good.

    This is it. One last ditch chance to save Cas. And when it doesn’t work out, Dean will…

    Dean will have to give up and finally move on. No point keeping this chapter of his life open, making himself heartsick over impossible dreams.

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    02 Feb 2022

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    “So- so you’d basically be using some sort of sigil to mask our human souls from the Empty?” Sam’s voice interrupts Dean’s desperate train of thought and startles him back to the present.

    “Yes.” Jack is nodding, smiling, all gap-toothed and kindergarten positivity.

    “And the only parts of us the Empty would see are whatever dead leaves the angels and demons left in our gutters?” Dean raises his eyebrows.

    “Exactly.”

    He lets out a low whistle. There’s a living warmth finally coming back into his complexion. Not done yet, Winchester, still one more rescue mission. “It’s gotta be me. I’m going.”

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    01 Feb 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Five times Dean saw Cas's wings, and one time he didn't.

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    31 Dec 2021

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    LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
    1971 - 1995

    This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!

    PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??

    Spotify playlist:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg

    (Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)

     DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.

    NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC

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    26 Dec 2021

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Afterward, Rand wandered.

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    22 Dec 2021

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    Rand whispered, "It’s me," before he could lose his nerve.

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    22 Dec 2021

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    It’s partly to silence his own thoughts, and partly to explain his shell-shocked reaction that Dean says, “I didn’t even think that angels could feel stuff like that.”

    Cas’s face goes blank. Neither Dean nor Cas say anything or look at the other for a long moment.

    “To be fair, I don’t think angels are supposed to,” Cas finally says, voice rougher than it had been, and somehow distant. “Even as a human, I’ve never had a soul.” There’s a glassy look in Cas’ eye as he stares past a spot on the wall, and his voice dips quiet. “What should it feel like? To be in love?”

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    Dean didn't think that angels could feel love. He's very wrong about that. But he's also determined to make up for his mistake.

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    20 Dec 2021

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    Coming back sometimes means coming undone. Cas has a body now, just the one, for the rest of his life. He must learn to live in it, to heal. Jack deserves that. Dean needs that. If the words must go unsaid, he’ll paint them into his skin.

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    14 Dec 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    !EPISODE 1X06 SPOILERS!

    Post 1x06 - After leaving Siuan in exile, Moiraine finds a moment to grieve for all she's had to sacrifice for her quest to save the world. Lan, sensing her grief, brings her a cup of tea and a sense of comfort and hope.

    'He gave her shoulder a slight squeeze, a wordless apology for startling her. Looking up at him, she realised that he was holding a cup of tea out to her. A rush of fondness flooded into her at the sight, and at his impeccable sense of timing. Finding a small smile from somewhere, she reached up and took the cup from him, cradling it within her hands, savouring the warmth.

    Lan settled down beside her with a cup of his own. Moiraine had to take a moment to appreciate that, when she had told him to pack only the essentials, he had counted her tea-set as such.'

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    13 Dec 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    Aviendha can no longer run. But perhaps swimming will be an acceptable alternative.

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    22 Nov 2021

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    “Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”

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    or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.

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    18 Nov 2021

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    Jack gave up his grace and godhood trying, and apparently failing, to get Cas back from the Empty. However, Dean starts seeing visions of Cas, and evidence that he's appearing where the supernatural is happening leads Dean and Jack straight to one strange case after another as they attempt to track the missing angel.

    These cases take us across the South, through the haunted and monstrous corners of Virginia, Georgia, Tennessee, and Louisiana. Meanwhile, caught in less familiar territory, Cas attempts to uncover the mysteries of the cosmos. A stranger in a strange land, he must search for answers to questions of existence, eternity, and the afterlife.

    Compliant up to 15x19, which was the last episode of Supernatural. Such a weird ending, right? Here's what happened next.

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    12 Nov 2021

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    He didn’t realize that repressing the urge to touch Cas for all these years would lead to the predicament he suddenly found himself in. In pretty much every interaction he’s had with women or men, he's felt completely comfortable and willing to initiate. He works with his hands, he’s good with them, it’s how he knows to communicate. The words are always where the struggle is.

    Or it was until now. Now it’s both and Dean doesn’t know where to start.

     

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    Dean is touch starved and doesn't know how to initiate. Featuring Indiana Jones, Dean cooking vegetables, and poetry.

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    09 Nov 2021

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    Cas gets drenched with a mystery potion from the ‘love spell’ shelf and... Dean has a sneaking suspicion, angel or no— the spell may have taken effect. And Cas might be in love with Sam.

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    03 Nov 2021

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    Dean fell in love with Cas the way you fall asleep--slowly, and then all at once. Or some other hackneyed and trite bullshit. God, this is embarrassing.

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    03 Nov 2021

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    "Why, do you have something you need to say to me that you don't think I'll like?"

    I think I'm in love with you.

    "Yeah. I guess so."

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    03 Nov 2021

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    If you're gonna jerk off, watch something you find sexy, Dean said. There's a dirty cowboy movie on TV, and that suits him perfectly. But he never expected that Cas would want to watch him.

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    01 Nov 2021

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    A high-stakes game of ‘gay chicken’ and the easiest $300 Cas thinks he’ll ever make.

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    “I bet that you couldn’t go around letting people think we were a couple without correcting them,” Cas says, grinning. "I bet you a hundred dollars that you couldn’t last two weeks."

    “You know what, screw it, I could do with a laugh,” Dean says. "So what, we pretend to be a couple for two weeks or until one of us cracks?"

    “Until you crack.”

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    01 Nov 2021

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    “So what’s up with- Dude, again?” Sam’s voice rings through the room incredulously.

    Dean grunts in response.

    “You can’t possibly still be tired. Like, I feel like this should be physically impossible.”

    “Tell that to my melatonin levels.”

    “How do you know what melatonin is?”

    Dean does his best to roll his eyes under the cover of his eyelids. “Jesus, Sam, I’m not an idiot. Will you shut up so I can sleep?”

    He hears Sam huff. “Ya know, if you wanted to nap, you could always use that thing you have called a bed.”

    “Not the same,” Dean grumbles. His body doesn’t get all loose when he’s laying in his bed watching horror movies. The synapses that slow their firing contentedly seem to be wired to that same invisible bodily response of the outside world, and apparently being in the openness of his family’s space turns his brain into mush. “Now unless someone’s dying, I’m beggin’ you to shut up.”

    or the one where the whole family is together, dean finds enough peace to take some naps, and he's not sure he'll ever figure out how to say those three big words to cas

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    26 Oct 2021

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