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  1. Rec 71

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    Andrew hummed, pressing the pads of his fingers to the scars lining Neil’s skin. He waited for reactions and Neil gave them honestly. The lower scars hurt more to touch but no more than a wince worthy. His legs felt puffy and stiff but the touch was more of a relief than a pain. For a minute, he watched Andrew lean over him and try to pinpoint the sources of his pains. For a minute, Neil considered shoving Andrew away and crawling back into bed without him. But then Andrew was looking directly at him, hesitating, and waiting for an answer.

    Neil nodded and kept his arms by his sides.

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    Neil contemplates the differences in falling while completely ignoring himself and Andrew makes sure he takes care of himself (aka: ThoughtaThought inspired me to write a massage/scar care fic)

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    25 Nov 2022

  2. Rec 30

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    For both of them, the nightmares had stayed further away ever since they moved into their apartment. Some nights, though, they still came.

    just Neil and Andrew helping each other after a nightmare

     

    please check tw in notes!! they’re why it’s rated mature

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    23 Nov 2022

  3. Rec 99

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    “I probably have a million and change scattered around that I could get access to.” Neil tells him, but rushes to finish, “but I probably won’t try and get the money, unless I have some better reason to use it and get rid of it. I don’t feel like carrying around blood money.”

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    Neil Josten still has money left over from the run. He decides to spoil Andrew with it.

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    23 Nov 2022

  4. Rec 76

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    Hands, warm and steady and gentle. Calloused and scarred, a map of atrocities. Andrew wasn’t sure when those hands had given up their act of aggression and slipped into reverent means of taking Andrew apart piece by piece until all that was left was an unguarded display of trust. Andrew wasn’t sure when he had stopped missing Neil’s grasping and pulling and fell for the heady experience of allowing someone to kiss him until control meant nothing.

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    After an argument Andrew and Neil have one of their typically homoerotic and distressingly poetic but also stupid conversations. Andrew is a gay disaster and they deserve so much love :))

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    19 Nov 2022

  5. Rec 28

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    Kevin and Andrew are professional Exy players. Neil is there travelling security guard. Their first date is in a closet.

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    15 Nov 2022