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    “please, hyung,” adds jeongguk, squeezing his eyes shut tight and tight. “stay.”

    “i can’t,” says yoongi, but he tugs a little on jeongguk’s wrist anyway. dips his head, kisses the back of jeongguk’s hand. “you know i can’t.”

    what jeongguk knows is: yoongi smokes when he’s anxious, even though he’s not supposed to and gets in trouble every time he’s caught with the smell on his breath. yoongi has a spot right behind his knees that makes him giggle uncontrollably if tickled but he’ll never admit to it. when they were in high school, yoongi used to steal him during free periods and buy him milkshakes or root beer floats or anything he wanted, just to lick the stickiness right out of his mouth. now it’s—different. he knows a lot about yoongi. knows, too, that yoongi can’t stay, not anymore, no matter how many times jeongguk asks. no matter how prettily he begs.

    (or: no matter how famous he gets, yoongi can never quite let go of his high school sweetheart. but jeongguk is so, so tired of holding on.)

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    20 Aug 2019

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    when he doesn’t say anything, yoongi sighs. this time, he’s softer when he says, “jeongguk-ah, i promise i’m not dating suran. or anyone, for that matter. don’t listen to what the media says.”

    he tries not to—every other day, there’s another article about something that could worry him. dating rumours, or injury rumours, or things that worry any normal fan, but send him into a frenzy of panic until he can actually talk to yoongi. he doesn’t want to be needy, but it’s hard. so he ignores it as best as he can, not even bothering to look at korean news because they’re desperate for anything to attract viewers. he knows this. and yet—

    “you could, if you wanted,” he whispers. “date her. or date anyone. it’s not like we’re—” jeongguk stops. can’t quite say it.

    “jeongguk.”

    he wipes at the tears on his cheek. “it’s okay, hyung.”

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    Namjoon tries not to fall for an alpha that smells like campfire between shifts at the student radio.

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    04 Aug 2019

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    “Will they care if I suck you off right now?”

    “Well they won’t know,” Jungkook laughed. “Gross, dude. They’ve always just let me go wild though. Back when I was figuring myself out, I told mom everything. Every person I had sex with, every thought I had about being an alpha. She accepted early that the only thing she could do for me was listen and then she put up with it. I think it was always weird for her though.”

    “Good mom.”

    He nodded. “She’s been the best alpha mom she could possibly be.”

    “That’s probably why you’re so awesome.”

    “And why I’m such a shitty alpha. She’s not a very good alpha mom.”

    “I like it,” Namjoon said. “Taehyung likes it. Taeyong feels comfortable with you. You’ve got omegas coming by your dorm to say thank you for standing up to assholes. You can accept how you are and what you want. I think you’re doing really well.”

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    When Jeongguk's brothers bring their friends home from college over a long weekend while Jeongguk is in heat, he can't get Yoongi and Jin's alpha friend out of his head.

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    25 Jul 2019

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    Jeongguk slaps Yoongi's hand away from the zipper. His brother doesn't need to know what's in there.

    A pair of arms slide around Jeongguk's waist from behind, a nose sniffing at his neck, and Yoongi wrinkles his nose and mumbles something about the dining hall before leaving Jeongguk and Namjoon alone in their dorm.

    "Hey, pup. Missed you this summer."

    "I could tell," Jeongguk laughs. "You must've sent me every knotted dildo available on the internet. Pretty sure Dad thinks I've become a camboy."

    "Didn't want you to be lonely without me," Namjoon murmurs against his skin. "When's your next heat?"

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    Namjoon and Jungkook have been dating for a while. Namjoon isn't really big on the sex thing but is huge on the making out thing. But he thinks maybe Jungkook isn't as huge on the making out thing. He's wrong.

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    Then, Jungkook started making these really quiet whining noises and all Namjoon could think was ‘Fuck, I hope this kiss never ends’.

    And, like he’d jinxed it, Jungkook very suddenly pulled away entirely, moving to sit on the opposite end of the sofa, pulling a blanket around him.

    “Let’s carry on watching the movie,” Jungkook had mumbled, clearly trying very hard not to make eye contact with Namjoon.

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    25 Jul 2019

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    You’re just… ugh… I can’t believe you’re my boyfriend,” he whined and Jungkook sputtered out a laugh. Namjoon’s filter had completely disintegrated; he blamed Jungkook’s beauty and the zips of pleasure running through his body.

     

    “Same,” Jungkook mumbled but he didn’t elaborate. Not that Namjoon needed him to, or would have noticed if he had. Because suddenly heat was travelling up his stomach to his face and he groaned loudly into the air.

     

    He was getting close, and he wasn’t panicking he just felt really vulnerable all of a sudden. Splayed out on the sofa, barely getting jerked off, with Jungkook hunched over looking at him. He opened his eyes and met Jungkook’s immediately.

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    Kim Namjoon never thought he would be a father, let alone fall headfirst into endless pining over his son's daycare teacher, Min Yoongi. And yet... here he is. Doing exactly that.

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    17 Jul 2019

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    It cracks open, and when he looks up, he sees the light on at the table beside the crib. There, sitting upright in the rocking chair near the window, Yoongi cradles Jungkook in his arms. His tiny hands rest on Yoongi’s shoulders, lips parted. Both their eyes are closed.

     

    Namjoon walks quietly into the room and leans his back up against the wall, just watching them for a moment. He realizes that somewhere in the midst of Yoongi putting Jungkook to bed, he’s fallen asleep too; he can hear him snoring softly from where he stands.

     

    He remembers the way he felt before all this. He remembers how hopeless he’d felt after he’d just broken things off with Kijung, when he thought he’d never find love again – let alone ever be able to raise a baby.

     

    And yet, somehow, he found this