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    Tell me the story of your life.

    Growing up under a pack that valued strength above all else, Jungkook tries to be something better. He tries to be the best alpha he can be, for his angel, for Jimin.

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    28 Aug 2020

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    “I love you,” Jungkook says into the soft space between them, when Jimin pulls back scant millimetres to catch his breath. He trembles under Jungkook’s hand that spans his lower back. “You’re the best thing I’ve ever-”

    Jimin cuts him off with a noise in the back of his throat, something like a soft whimper, and an even softer kiss.

    “I know,” Jimin whispers, when he pulls away again. Jungkook presses open-mouthed kisses to his jaw, to his throat, and Jimin sighs. “I know. I love you too.”

    He remembers when Jimin used to say it to him, say I love you , back when Jungkook was too scared to believe it. Now, he hears it so much he thinks Jimin must be determined to make up for Jungkook’s childhood. He hears it in the way Jimin smiles, in the way Jimin says his name. He hears it in the way Jimin worries when he’s sick and in the way Jimin presses pause fifteen times in one movie just to explain the plot, to make Jungkook like the movie as much as he does. He hears it in the way Jimin started a garden plot behind the main house because he’s still awful at cooking but he’s good at growing vegetables for Jungkook to cook. He hears it in everything Jimin does for them, for their family.

    No longer was he that scared child who’d been abandoned by everything he’d ever known. Without a pack, without a family, without a home.

    He had Namjoon to protect him. Yoongi for when the loneliness threatened to overwhelm him. Hoseok to smother him with care and affection. Taehyung for when he wanted to play and be a bit childish, and Seokjin who’d always believed in him.

    Jimin to love, and to be loved by.

    And so Jungkook finally found a home.

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    Jimin has given up his every dream to please his parents. But after having disappointed and failed his father by being screened as a carrier, Jimin accepts Jeon Jeongguk’s marriage proposal — A successful business tycoon and an eligible bachelor who has the world at his beck and call.

    Jimin deems his marriage to be hollow, only to fall irrevocably in love with Jeongguk.

    But is love always enough? Could it save Jimin from himself?

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    21 Aug 2020

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    Jeongguk had made love to Jimin countless times before. Jeongguk had given him insurmountable pleasure. He had fucked Jimin however Jimin wanted. Yet every time they were coupled together, somewhere in a barren crevice of his mind, Jeongguk knew that Jimin was having sex with him because they were married and that's what they were supposed to do. Or that Jimin had needs, just like he. Or that making love to each other made them feel happy.

    But tonight... Tonight when Jeongguk would be pushing inside Jimin's wondrous heat, he would be coupling with someone who loved him back and really wanted it. And the signs were all so obvious, written all over Jimin's face, pouring out in his gesculation.

    He prepared Jimin thoroughly. Breathing kisses into Jimin's quivering thighs, Jeongguk revelled in Jimin's soft sobs.

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    “This is wrong.” He whispers with a shake of his head. “Namjoon, we need to stop this.”

    Namjoon’s jaw clenches as he regards him heavily, with much more grief than Jungkook would like. “If I knew how to stop, I would” is the reply he gets. He sees the want in Namjoon’s eyes, swirling with conflict, and Jungkook doesn’t understand how Namjoon could want him this bad, so heartbreakingly bad -

    And still not want him at all.

    “Let’s get back to the party, hyung. Your fiance must be looking for you."

    OR

    Namjoon is getting married and it's not to Jungkook, but somehow he always finds himself waking up in his bed.

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    09 Aug 2020

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    Jungkook waits for Namjoon to continue, which he does after he hears the man take in a sharp inhale.

    “Well, do you remember that day after band practice? At the subway station? You said you wanted to be confessed to with words, remember?”

    Jungkook winces at his past self. “Oh god. What a dumb thing for me to say.”

    Namjoon laughs. “I lamented for weeks over that text. I nearly wrote you a book, because I thought that’s what you wanted.”

    “Gross. You thought I would read?”

    “I know, it’s like I didn’t even know you.” Namjoon jokes and a sense of nostalgia fills him. “But after Jeju Island, I figured things didn’t need to be that complicated. You wanted to be confessed to with words, so that’s what I was going to do. I was going to ask you to date me...surrounded by words. Inside the bookstore.”

    Jungkook takes a moment to process this. Then, he gags.

    “Oh my god, you’re lame!”

    “I was young!”

    “Dumb and queer? What a nightmare.”

    Namjoon bursts out laughing at that.

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    And that’s how, in the space of a day, Namjoon goes from being single to being more or less engaged.

     

    (Namjoon and Jeongguk have a marriage pact. They make good on it.)

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    09 Jul 2020

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    Jeongguk hums, happy and sleepy. Namjoon remembers the fantasy he had, so long ago now, of living with Jeongguk, living here, just having a life together. His chest fills to the point it’s almost unbearable.

    “Can we please take a nap?” says Jeongguk. He holds onto Namjoon’s hand.

    They shouldn't take a nap. But Jeongguk is unconsciously molding his body to Namjoon’s, and Namjoon is powerless to say no. So he doesn’t.

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    Third year high school student Jeon Jungkook falls in love with his home tutor.

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    08 Jul 2020

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    Really? Jungkook pouts, but accepts it anyway. “Sure, hyung. Not like you haven’t been feeding me gums the whole school year.”

    “It’s a different packaging.” That’s not wrong. This one’s a rectangular box, Namjoon’s only been giving him the plastic bottle kinds or the aluminum packs at the beginning, the ones he never opened properly.

    But, still. He really thought he’d get a real present.

    “Have one to commemorate,” Namjoon says.

    Jungkook sighs. Why not? They should’ve gotten this kind of box back then, it opens neatly from the side. Wait. It has been opened already.

    “Hyung, this isn’t even bought for me is it, it’s just you giving me your gums again,” Jungkook whines. He opens it the rest of the way and only then realizes the trap he’s fallen into. On the other side of the flap, written in blue marker:

     

    Jeon Jungkook,

    Be my boyfriend.