1 Work by cannibalatrix in Endgame (TV)
She wonders sometimes what Arkady would think of her if he knew. If he had seen her, lying on her back on the floor and bleeding out as she shakily stitched herself back together, a dead man in the next room. She isn't even sure what she thinks of herself. Sometimes she's sure she must be crazy so she tries to be good. She tries to help people. Arkady is good, so she tries to help him.