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  1. Summary

    ...
    A world of made
    is not a world of born --- pity poor flesh

    and trees, poor stars and stones, but never this
    fine specimen of hypermagical

    ultraomnipotence. We doctors know

    a hopeless case if --- listen: there's a hell
    of a good universe next door; let's go

    - pity this busy monster, manunkind, e.e. cummings

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    Young virgins might have visions of delight,
    And soft adorings from their loves receive
    Upon the honey'd middle of the night,
    If ceremonies due they did aright;
    As, supperless to bed they must retire,
    And couch supine their beauties, lily white;
    Nor look behind, nor sideways, but require
    Of Heaven with upward eyes for all that they desire.

    - The Eve of St. Agnes, John Keats

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    And dreams in their development have breath,
    And tears, and tortures, and the touch of joy;
    They leave a weight upon our waking thoughts,
    They take a weight from off waking toils,
    They do divide our being; they become
    A portion of ourselves as of our time,
    And look like heralds of eternity;

    - The Dream, Lord Byron

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    sext: wake me up at the end of dawn with a hand between my legs and your tongue on mine. we can re-write forever on the slices of morning light that the blinds leave on my skin. it’ll be a story written entirely through touch. your thumb in my mouth, my nails on your back, that right there, in that small expanse of eternity, we were making history, we were here we were here.

    - azra t., sexts

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  5. Summary

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    -what does it all come down to? love? Love
    if you like and i like,for the reason that i
    hate people and lean out of this window is love,love
    and the reason that i laugh and breathe is oh love and the reason
    that i do not fall into this street is love.

    - you being in love, e.e. cummings

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  1. Rec 21

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    Yoongi’s first impression of 13 year old Jungkook basically boiled down to young and talented. Of course things would change. He just never expected it to happen so drastically, to the extent that he could craft lyrics to match the singular sensation he gets from pressing his thumb against Jungkook’s hipbone, watching the impression fade, and wanting it to last far, far longer.

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    24 Jul 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    easiness in a relationship and being happy with someone even when it’s just waking up late on a day off

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    Two years after Arthur's death, Merlin goes back to the beginning to save them all, whatever the cost.

    (AKA the great, big, wish-fulfilling, post-finale, fuck-it-fix-everything rewrite you always wanted.)

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    22 Jun 2018

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    MY HEART IS FCKING ACHING

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    neon lights and pulsing beats, and a single star in a sea of dark.

    that's how yoongi will later say it started; with hues of blue and purple and pink and red, and one radiant star. and then many stars, and then heat, and then the morning sun. it'll be sappy, and he'll only tell the story once, but it'll be too late either way.

    yoongi falls at—

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    26 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    porn w feelings is right on the money!!!!!!!!! but heavy emphasis on the feelings bc wow my heart is Bursting

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    yoongi and jungkook get put together in a hotel room for the next tour.

    just the two of them.

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    19 Mar 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what does it say abt me that i like seeing my babies suffer from their own neuroticism

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    [google search>what to do when you're in love with an android]

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    11 Mar 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    bittersweet but then again, when isn’t love?