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When Eddie finally tears his eyes away from the television, his face is twisted almost as if in pain. He meets Buck’s gaze, searching for some kind of answer, and Buck is terrified of what he might find.
“Can you explain this to me?” Eddie implores, voice gruff and filled with a desperation that startles Buck.
Buck can’t speak, or look away, or even blink. He feels frozen, fear like ice in his veins juxtaposed with the burning sensation in his throat and lungs. It’s getting harder to breathe and he thinks he might be having a panic attack, but he has to say something, because Eddie won’t stop looking at him and he doesn’t know how much more of this deafening silence he can take.
“I’m sorry, I-” Buck whispers, and then lowers his voice even further, if it’s even possible, “I didn’t want you to see this.”
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03 Aug 2020
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“Until you’re not.” Buck whispered, shaking his head when Eddie took a step closer to offer comfort. “Until you all get sick of me because I’m exhausting, and I make everything all about me, and I ruin it, just like I ruin everything.”
Coda to 3x16,
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03 Aug 2020
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Evan Buckley has never once been given flowers in his life.
That is, until he mentions it in a fit of self-pity at the firehouse. Then they're everywhere. What he can't work out is where they're coming from.
(or: Buck mentions never getting flowers before, and a certain someone decides to remedy that.)
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02 Aug 2020
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He kind of figures that it would be worse to try and fail, than to not try at all. He’s so scared of having another person leave him that it’s just easier to not get close to anyone.
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02 Aug 2020
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In which Buck sleeps his way into a relationship with Eddie, but not in the way you'd think.
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02 Aug 2020