bloodfreaksam
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mourning the you i had once loved by bloodfreaksam
Fandoms: These Violent Delights Series - Chloe Gong
17 Apr 2022
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juliette cai stares in the mirror, her reflection a pale imitation of the girl she once was.
the heir of the scarlet gang, the girl who had shot and killed white flowers.
the girl roma montagov had once loved, who had loved him.
now, she was mourning that roma. and that version of herself, the one that laughed and smiled with him. the carefree juliette.- Language:
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older and older until you're younger than me by bloodfreaksam
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Apr 2022
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"guess i'm the older brother now."
the tears are falling from sam's face as he stares at the gravestone. he's always hated being here alone.
it reminds him that he is, in fact, alone. the only person he had ever know his entire life was gone.
and now sam was left to pick up the pieces of his broken self.๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ
๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ.
24 ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ถ๐ข๐ณ๐บ 1979 - 2021 -
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"you're good. my little dove, my dove. despite it all, you're good."
or a different take to s15 episode three, an alternate version where sam doesn't go through with killing rowena and the world pays for it. sam feels guilty, rowena comforts him.
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dean finds sam in the library alone and he sits down next to his brother, quiet yet making sure sam knows he's here.
gentle as ever, dean slides his hand in sam's, a promise whispered softly in sam's ear."i'm here, sam. i'm always here."
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those wounds linger like a fading ghost by bloodfreaksam
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Apr 2022
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"no, dean. i wouldn't. i would never do that to you." sam's voice wavers, yet he never stops talking.
he has to say this and dean needs to know."i used to think you'd never do that to me. you may have hurt me in the past, but at least you never disrespected my consent."
sam stops, tears filling his eyes. but he has to keep going, has to tell dean all of it."but then you did. and.. dean, it hurts worse than azazel, meg or lucifer. it hurts worse because it was you who made that choice. stole it away from me, tricked me. you did this to me, dean. and i.. no matter how much i want to, i can't forgive you."