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  1. Rec *

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    Bucky flips to the next page, and the world around him grinds to a halt as his brain struggles to process what he's seeing. The noise of the train fades and static fills the inside of his head as he looks down at the sketches of the metal-armed guy without the mask. It's—that's him. It's Bucky's own goddamn face staring back at him from this stranger's sketchbook.

    "What the fuck."

     
    (Or, as I like to refer to it: two absolute disasters figure out how to use their words and touch mouth parts.)

    Written for the 2019 Captain America Reverse Big Bang

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    18 Sep 2019

  2. Rec 72

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    Three years after the Snap halved the population of the universe, Steve Rogers still bears the weight of the Avengers’ failure on his shoulders. The dust has settled around him, trapping him in grief and burying him in regret. For three years, he’s assumed he'll never break free of the consequences of that day and his failure.

    But, after his first group therapy session, he meets a handsome man haunted by his own ghosts; and they start to rebuild their worlds in the aftermath of an intergalactic tragedy.
     

    (An Infinity War/Endgame re-write where Steve actually goes to therapy and doesn’t meet Bucky Barnes until after the Snap; they heal together and fall in love along the way)

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    10 Sep 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    09 Sep 2019

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    08 Sep 2019

  5. Rec 20

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    He feels like Steve’s mistress. He feels hollowed out. He feels like a jammed gun still trying to go off. When he’s not with Steve he convinces himself he’s ruining Steve’s life, and though he tries, he’s too selfish to stop. When he’s with Steve, he’d fight God himself to keep it, this tangible perfection that makes him drunk and anchors him in ways he did not know existed.

     

    Or, the one where they both survived the war, Bucky loves Steve now, has loved Steve since he was fifteen, and the year is 1945.

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    07 Sep 2019