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Deku, You Fucking Idiot by asdfjkl129
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
07 Sep 2023
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"So, what, you decided to just catch a knife with your hand?!"
"...Yeah?"
Kacchan pulls the bathroom door shut behind him roughly. When he doesn’t come back in after a few seconds Izuku's eyes dart between the closed door and his bleeding hand a few times.
So... does Izuku just...take it out?
"Do NOT," he hears as soon as he starts reaching for the knife, "touch! The fucking knife!"
Izuku does not touch the fucking knife.
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5 times Izuku tries to brush aside or take care of an injury on his own and Kacchan helps him, aggressively, +1 time where Izuku leans on Kacchan's shoulder before he can get hurt.
(Or five times Katuski almost has an Deku-induced aneurysm and one time they're both okay thank fucking god)
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Hands To Yourself by asdfjkl129 for comradekiwi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
22 Feb 2023
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There's an endless stream of tears trailing down flushed cheeks, dripping off Midoriya's chin and onto his bared torso. His nose scrunches and eyes crinkle as he tilts his head back onto Bakugou's shoulder, the cut of his jaw covered in blooming red marks.
He’s the prettiest Eijirou has ever seen him.
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Kirishima really, really wants to fuck Midoriya. He almost gets his chance.
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Suck My Kiss by asdfjkl129
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
23 Dec 2022
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It feels good, good like pressing a fresh bruise, like breathing after burning hands have left his throat, like reaching into his chest and pumping his heart with clumsy fingers.
And Kacchan has only just started. Izuku’s not sure he’ll survive this encounter.
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Kacchan comes home after a rough day at work pent up, angry, seeking an outlet. Izuku is dedicated to taking everything Kacchan throws at him and more.
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Faint crackling electricity, like the fabric of a windbreaker rubbing against itself, covering the sound of shifting rubble and settling dust. It’s a sound Katsuki’s heard a thousand times before, usually preceded with a shout from Deku saying One For All-
“Full Cowling,” Katsuki whispers, staring and grasping for words. “What the fuck.”
Deku is standing near Katsuki’s feet, back bowed forward like Atlas and body lit up with a green so bright it’s incandescent. Blackwhip escapes from his arms in countless tendrils, lightning arcs off his body every second, and there’s a faint tremble running through his legs.
He’s terrifying. He’s beautiful.
He’s holding the fucking building on his shoulders.
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Bakugou and Midoriya get trapped under a building together.
As Midoriya struggles to keep them both alive, refusing to give even an inch, Bakugou realizes some crucial things and refuses to leave without Midoriya by his side.
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- Part 1 of Steadfast
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“I have something for you, once you finish eating,” Katsuki says.
Deku perks up with poorly hidden curiosity. “Oh?”
His hair is still damp, dripping onto his grey shirt with a simple Sidekick emblazoned on the front. He’s wearing one of Katsuki’s sweatpants and a pair of fuzzy socks stuffed into slippers, looking so comfortable and at home that Katsuki has the sudden urge to tackle him into the wall or squeeze his face and kiss him until he passes out. Normal urges when dealing with Deku, of course.
Instead, Katsuki throws one of his chopsticks at him, nailing Deku perfectly on the forehead.
“Yeah,” Katsuki says, ignoring Deku’s squawk.
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Deku doesn't give himself nice things often enough for Katsuki's taste. So, he'll fix that, starting with one iconic Lego set in familiar reds, blues, and yellows at a time.
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- Part 2 of Simple Devotion
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Immovable and all the things that come after.
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Simple Devotion by asdfjkl129
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Nov 2021
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Deku rests on his chest, sound asleep and clinging to his torso – a sight Katsuki will never tire of, not even when his bones turn to ash and the earth ceases to spin.
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Author's LEAST FAVORITE(s) by asdfjkl129
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 Jun 2021
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Devour my beloathed
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your palms a hug, unbidden by comradekiwi for asdfjkl129
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jun 2023
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The thing with waking up in the cold is that Izuku doesn’t have to, anymore.
[formerly titled “to wake and be loved by the sun”]
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- Part 7 of bkdk hands & ands & and & and
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11 Jun 2023
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your palms a hug, unbidden by comradekiwi
MHA
BkDkYet Kacchan has a way of touching him that burns him from the inside out, and he yearns, and his skin bleeds. And Kacchan’s hands move achingly slow, almost taunting, as if he knows, he knows (...) How blessed he is, to wake and be loved.
How blessed am I, to be loved, and shown through words written achingly warm, to the point of gentle, willing destruction. A familiar feeling if you spend enough time in Kiwi's presence.
And for my birthday no less, which- you know, Kiwi. You know. Thank you.
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memories feel like weapons (i miss who i used to be) by BarlowGirl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games)
03 Mar 2023
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Joel pretends he doesn’t notice the toy robot go missing as soon as he and Henry look away. He ain’t going to interfere with Henry and Sam, but if Little Miss Sticky Fingers wants to give the stupid toy to Sam later, well, he’s not going to say anything either. The boy’s just a kid. They both are. And they don’t get to be just kids very often anymore.
Not his place to say anything, but he won’t stop Ellie either.
Or: Ellie steals stuff. Joel doesn't really care, but he notices. He also keeps giving her things. She spends a lot of time thinking about the things she owns.
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02 Apr 2023
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memories feel like weapons (i miss who i used to be) by BarlowGirl
TLOU
Joel & EllieDamn. Just. Goddamn. Hats fucking off to you, BarlowGirl.
Such a thorough, thorough exploration of them both. The author is fucking fantastic at that actually, yet each time I read another of their work, I am still so utterly and completely enthralled and impressed by the deep dive into Joel, and Ellie, and Joel&Ellie, and Ellie and Joel, and everything that makes these two revolve around each other.
But this fic in particular man? Good god. It does some of my favorite things in the world, which is to take gameplay or a specific game action and transform it into a plot device or literary tool so, so fucking effectively. Ellie's backpack? The comments she makes when you get control of her and look through it? To integrate that into her character, to explore her flaws and strengths equally? Yeah.
And then the fucking repetition.
Repetition as a literary device is one of my favorite tools to be employed in any sort of literary work, from fiction to amateur poetry to unexpected prose in a scientific journal. It can be very tempting to overuse it (bc honestly and simply, it's fun as hell) or not realize the impact it could have when properly limited but the author wields their words so skillfully and knows exactly how to dig that repetition into your chest until Ellie's very last recital guts you with the full impact of the story - of her story. To tell that story through Joel and their time in Jackson and the moments in between, and how every experience, every person she met, all the minutes on the road changed her, shaped her, shaped them both, all effectively represented by her ever-shifting list, is one hell of an experience.
Each time Ellie repeats her list, each time she goes through and it changes and it stays the same and it goes out of order or repeats and repeats and repeats the same, repeats more, she has less, she has it all back but she's changed and changed and changed, everything has changed - it hits. Hard.
And it starts with Joel, what allows it to grow, what allows Ellie to grow, for her list to change so much and mean so much.
To call this work beautiful or the embodiment of what it is to feel breathless or any number of emotionally charged words will not do it the justice of what reading this in its entirety will make you feel. The narrative road of The Last of Us has almost become dull and rote to me at this point from how long I've existed spending time in this universe, but to read it like this, through the lens of this story? It feels like it's my first time hurting and living and feeling alongside these characters once again. And that is a gift most precious.
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Demigods' Interlude by denimbeans
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Dec 2021
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When Percy stepped out of the elevator, Hazel wanted to weep.
His clothing was tattered, hair matted with blood, and he was covered head to toe in golden dust. But he was alive.
It took her a few minutes to realize that he was alone.
Before she died, she'd heard reports on the radio about soldiers who came home. Shellshock, they called it, from being in the trenches, the bombs and the bullets and the dead. Hazel had met soldier, once. A man who'd come home to her little town, missing half his leg and most of his mind. The look in his eyes was hauntingly similar to what she saw on her cousin's face.
Percy was different now. Stronger, maybe. He'd made it through Hell, but not without leaving a piece of him behind.
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- Part 1 of The File
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07 Sep 2022
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Demigods' Interlude by denimbeans
PJO
Percy & The Seven; *Percy & SufferingI went to my bookmarks to reread this and realized I had forgotten to actually bookmark it. Ashamed of myself.
Percy is so raw in this, as if every layer of protection and personality trait he's had up since the very first PJO book has been flayed away until all you can see is his exhausted rage. He is equally jaded as he is powerful and it's so painfully but wonderfully explored. And the different interactions with the other characters stemming from his own barely acknowledged grief? Fuck, man.
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It isn’t until much, much later, taking the Infernal Arms from their chthonic chains, that Achilles recognizes Varatha. Varatha, in its turn, recognizes him. And he understands.
It isn’t that Zagreus has forgotten.
It simply has yet to happen, for him.
(Or: mutual sex dreams across time and space, courtesy of The Eternal Spear)
Bookmarked by asdfjkl129
17 Aug 2022
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Were This Not A Dream by red_smear
Hades
Achilles/Zagreus; PZAThe DIFFERENCE between Trojan War!Achilles and Hades Game!Achilles, holy FUCK MAN. Both so different in spirit and approach but no less worshipful towards Zagreus. Good fucking shit. This awoke a mighty desire within me for more of Zagreus meeting and interacting with Achilles and Patroclus as how they were during the war because goddamn. GODDAMN.
And the way Achilles demands Zagreus' attention to the him now and not the one Zagreus knows? SO FUCKING GOOD. LIKE LOOK AT THIS
“Forget him,” Achilles commands, ignoring this slight against his physique. “The Achilles you know is a fool. Say that, now.”
“‘S a fool,” the god repeats, unthinking, and then shudders as Achilles pulls back, pumps into him again. Hissing his satisfaction at the burning clutch of the body beneath him.
“And disrespectful,” he adds, finding a rhythm, his voice guttural with pleasure. “A god so near him, longing to be taken, and he denies that god? Has he forgotten the importance of offerings? The value of divine favor? Then I worship you in his place. I hope it is—” Snapping into the god once, hard, making his eyes roll back and his breath jump high. “—acceptable—!”
GORGEOUS
Like bro just fucking kill me at this point. With every reread it only gets better
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Fire and Sunlight by Mysecretfanmoments
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Aug 2018
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After jumping into icy water to save a lamb, Izuku wakes up naked in a cave under someone else's cloak.
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12 Aug 2022
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Fire and Sunlight by Mysecretfanmoments
MHA
BkDkThe visceral need described when it's Bakugou's pov to just dig his fingers into Deku and take him apart and absolutely destroy him until he's imprinted himself on Deku's soul, until the only thing Deku can take and take and take is Bakugou? That violence born from passion and love so strong it requires a physical way to outsource it? I could feel it with every breath. So fucking good.