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    How do you tell your best friend that you're actually in love with them? If you're Evan Buckley, you don't.

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    25 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the most delicious pining angst. they’re such dumbasses ❤️

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    11 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BEYOND satisfying. the characterizations (one of my favorite buckley parent portrayals), the pacing, the relationship building.... and then my god the pining and sexuality realization. also the conversations between the various components of the firefam et al truly felt like they could be in the show. it’ll prob be a while before i can reread it because it’s heavy, but damn did i love it.

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    For as long as he can remember, Buck has been wanting.
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    Flashes of this: blueberry pancakes, smoke, sweat, three truths to build himself on, greasy burgers, video games, doughnuts, sweet and light perfume, a loving hand running through a mess of curls, colored pencils, bad calls, good calls, broken glass, a bag of sweet bread, and a whole lot of therapy—a love story, somehow.

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    06 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    glorious. i just- i loved it so much. buck’s headspace, seeing eddie’s hurt and jealousy when buck doesn’t understand it, maddie being all big sis, the TEAM. loved the characterizations.

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    "Eddie. I think you're depressed."

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    06 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh, stunning. eddie’s mind as he grapples with depression and realizing he loves buck was so good and complex and real. what a gem of a story.

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    “I lived in Mexico for a while,” Buck’s saying, hands folded behind his head as he leans back in his chair, one long, lean line, “It was cool, I learned a lot.”

    “Did you?” Eddie asks, dropping his mug into the sink as he passes it. Buck looks over at him, like he hadn’t realized Eddie was in the room.

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    04 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    absolutely gorgeous.

    also the author’s note saying ‘translations at the end’ and then it’s a just link to google translate made me HOWL. a hundred kudos for that alone.

    (lol i left this as a comment instead of bookmark, so sorry for the duplication.)