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    Admitting it won’t make Dean any more inconsolable than he already is, and he’ll never feel Cas’ absence any more or any less acutely than he does in this exact moment. “He’s gone,” Dean finally admits, because it seems like the only thing left to say.

    When the terrible, swollen vacancy of the room offers no recourse, Sam says, “I know.”

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    28 Aug 2021

  2. Rec 1

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    Castiel comes around to the human way of thinking about time, and cannot discern an end. Tag to 8.02, “What’s Up, Tiger Mommy?”

    I wrote this in 2012; I had a fever and the toddler on my lap did too. However, everything that’s happened since then seems to suggest this little read on Castiel wasn’t half-bad, so...here it is.

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    15 Aug 2021

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    In Dean’s defense, he doesn’t realize he’s being a huge asshole until he’s wrist deep making himself into a muppet.

    aka the one where dean makes some… choices with his behavior to justify his desires.

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    06 Aug 2021

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    The story I read in a day and was the only reason I’ve been in such a good mood in the longest time :)

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    “Are you happy? Y’know. Just—being here,” Dean says, gesturing to the yard with his beer bottle. “Being with—I mean, you used to fight in celestial wars and—and save the world. Now you’re growing vegetables and talking about chickens.”

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    28 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is The Story after wax, I will treasure love remember reference this, accompanied by literally such nicely composed illustrations I can’t believe this exists

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    It’s September of 2005, and Dean Winchester, in an attempt to outrun old mistakes and painful memories, finds himself in southern Kentucky on a wild goose chase. He’s completely certain this weird religious movement he’s “investigating” is a hoax, despite the miraculous healings people report, and he’ll be back on the road in a day or two. Things are looking up when he meets Cas, an awkward (and gorgeous) graduate student who’s actually doing honest-to-god research into the local tent revival meetings. When that research takes a weird and personal turn, Dean’s left to face two very serious realities: one, this may be a real case after all, and two, he’s fallen way harder for Cas than he should ever have let himself.

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    21 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The Pre series canon divergence case fic of pre series can divergence case fics.

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