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    Every day Louis thinks he’s reached the full capacity that someone can physically love another person and somehow Harry manages to prove him wrong every single day.

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    Louis goes on tour, and Nick definitely does not pine.

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    Harry’s hands tremble, carelessly ripping each of his paintings, one by one, until his studio is littered with not only remnants of his masterpieces, but his despondency. "You don't love me." he accuses, tugging on the roots of his hair. "You never loved me. You pity me! And to make it worse, you told everyone that you pity me! You promised you would never..." his voice fades as soon as his cries intensify.

    Louis can't manage to say anything. His eyes wander, gazing over each item that once made Harry happy, and he shakes his head. Harry spent years building the ambiance of his studio and it's been destroyed in mere minutes, thanks to him. "Harry I...no, that isn't true. Whatever you think you heard, I swear to god isn't true. I care about you more than - "

    "Get out!" Harry screams, pointing to the door. His chest heaves with sobs. "You said it doesn't matter that I can't walk. You said I'm the most incredible person you've ever laid eyes on. Why did you lie to me?"

    Or, Harry is an angry, starving artist isolating himself from the rest of society due to his disability. Louis is a pop-star pretending he doesn't care about anything, but when it comes to Harry, he cares too much.

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    21 Mar 2018

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    Read till ch3

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    The Me Before You fic that no one really asked for. It's basically a carbon copy of the book, but fixed up with Larry and things we all love about them.

    Louis Tomlinson is a high power executive until his accident. Everything in his life changes after that - his way to get around, his boyfriend leaves, and he doesn't have much that he wants to live for anymore. After a failed attempt to take his life, he asks his parents if he can see a doctor to help him go peacefully instead. After their initial shock wears off, they agree as long as Louis waits six months.

    In walks Harry Styles. He had just lost his job, was feeling down on his luck, and has no idea what he's getting himself into in being an assistant to Louis. He has no knowledge of Louis trying to take his own life, until he overhears his parents talking, and it breaks his heart. Though helping Louis is a pain at times, he wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

    [title of the fic comes from the Imagine Dragons song]

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    20 Mar 2018

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    Babyfic, set in the not-very-distant future.

     
    Louis cuddles the baby against his chest. “I’m going to bloody murder you,” Louis says, clearly to Liam, but his tone is still baby-soft and sing-songy. “What the hell were you thinking?” Ailie reaches for Louis’s hair and tugs, and he pretends he’s going to eat her hand with a rumbly, “nom nom nom nom.” She laughs and claps.

     

    “Dunno,” says Liam honestly. He looks around his flat and sees all the scattered toys and bits of leftover meals lying around. It's a big space, but it's covered in baby debris. He doesn’t remember making such a mess. “I was at the hospital and I met Ailie and then I… I mean. Look at her.”

     

    “She’s beautiful,” says Louis, and Liam feels a bit proud, even though he had nothing to do with it. “And you’re an idiot.”

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    12 Mar 2018

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    Soooo cute i