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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    He doesn’t know how to take all of these big, ugly parts of himself and fold them into something smaller - something a little easier to carry.

    He doesn’t know how to be enough for anyone else, when he can’t even be enough for himself.

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    20 Oct 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Spoilers for 5x03 Desperate Measures

    Eddie sighs as he runs his hand through his hair. He knows he did the right thing, he does, but his guilt still lingers in the air along with the remnants of her perfume. He hates how uncomfortable he feels standing in his own home, his own kitchen. He hates that he feels like he’s failed somehow, like he’s still failing all the time, like he can’t just be good at this one damn thing—and all of it’s making his skin crawl.
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    Eddie decides to bake cookies with Christopher as a form of stress relief, but first he has an incredibly messy kitchen to clean...

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    18 Oct 2021

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    when eddie gets shot, the last thing he expects is to wake up in a reality where he was married to his best friend. he had a girlfriend, for crying out loud - how could he be married to buck?

    or, after getting shot, eddie spends a day in an alternative reality where he is very happily married to buck, and has a it's a wonderful life-esque experience.

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    17 Oct 2021

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    Buck walks toward Jee-Yun’s room, still talking, and Christopher trails after him, asking excited questions in response, and Eddie’s smile grows. He wants this forever. Everything, every part of it; Buck, Christopher, and him—that’s all he needs. And—

    Oh. Oh no. He shuts his eyes for a moment, inhaling sharply.

    He’s looking at Buck, and feeling something strictly not platonic at all.

    or: Eddie needs to learn how to let himself feel, and one step at a time, he learns how to do just that. (And he falls in love with Buck along the way.)

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    17 Oct 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    Alarm washes over Buck's features. "Eddie, I think she saw me. She's coming over here."

    Later, Eddie is going to wonder what on earth possessed him to do it, but in the moment he is seized with sudden clarity. "Do you trust me?" he asks, looking Buck directly in the eye.

    "What—of course—" 

    Buck doesn't get to finish his sentence, because Eddie cuts him off with a kiss. 

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