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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Have you ever wanted to see your OT3 through someone else’s eyes? An adventure to Kandreil-land, carefully documented by some brave observers.

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    A series of outsider-POVs, set in verses where Exy may or may not exist, our boys are aged up a bit, softer, and just generally very much in love.

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    16 Oct 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Written for Len's prompt of "awkward soulmate first meeting/ meet ugly" for the 2021 Fall Exchange.

    Five Universes Where Andrew and Neil Almost Fuck It Up and One Universe Someone Knew They'd Figure It Out All Along

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    14 Oct 2021

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    Andrew has always been the one others look to for protection, for saving, for safety. He’s made his share of deals, wielded knives for others, fought battles that weren’t his to fight. Having someone else do the same for him, to want to do the same for him, is a disturbing and frightening prospect. But maybe, just maybe, it doesn’t have to be a bad thing. 

    Or: 5 times Andrew pushed away Neil’s protection + 1 time he asked for it

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    10 Oct 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Hands, warm and steady and gentle. Calloused and scarred, a map of atrocities. Andrew wasn’t sure when those hands had given up their act of aggression and slipped into reverent means of taking Andrew apart piece by piece until all that was left was an unguarded display of trust. Andrew wasn’t sure when he had stopped missing Neil’s grasping and pulling and fell for the heady experience of allowing someone to kiss him until control meant nothing.

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    After an argument Andrew and Neil have one of their typically homoerotic and distressingly poetic but also stupid conversations. Andrew is a gay disaster and they deserve so much love :))

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    03 Oct 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    His mind was built to be a void. He’d crafted himself into an impenetrable fortress, allowing only the barest of necessary thoughts. Promises he’d made, protection he’d offered. There was no need to think past that, if he did, he wouldn’t be able to survive. At seven, he’d learned to push together poorly constructed walls in his mind. He didn’t know why, he just knew he had to. Over time, those walls grew stronger and stronger, stronger than the rough skin of his forearms.

    Not even a wrecking ball could destroy him.

    Neil Josten was not a wrecking ball.

    Neil Josten was a fucking crack.

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    Andrew has a panic attack over his past demons

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    26 Sep 2021