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    There’s something about a road trip at night that makes you feel like you're the only two people alive. Dean just hopes that they’ll make it home in one piece.

    Or, Cas’ Farewell Tour.

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    12 Jul 2021

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    When Dean is fourteen, Dad marches into a motel room and shoots a shtriga feeding on Sam. Dean pokes his head around the doorway after the fact and Dad looks at him and hates him. And Sam is alive. Dad’s shotgun aims casually at Dean from where it was set on the floor by Dad’s uncautious, desperate, terrified hands. And Sam is alive. And Dean thinks— thank God for that bullet.

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    13 Jun 2021

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    So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.

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    "Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"

    "I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."

    "So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"

    Castiel hums. "We're good."

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    23 Feb 2021

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    "I love you."

    There's nothing, nothing, Dean Winchester can say to that.

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    07 Dec 2020

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    The TV is hit or miss. The local stations are all dark, no news or late-night talk shows, but TV Land and TNT still have some reruns in their queue. Dean puts on a M*A*S*H episode with the volume nearly at zero. He opens the bag of Cheetos he lifted from a convenience store in Sterling but doesn't eat them. He paces. Sits. Paces. Sits.

    Four beers and two airplane bottles of Glenlivet later, he only feels kind of stupid when he rubs his face and whispers, "Cas," at the water-stained ceiling.

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    Dean can’t afford to be thinking of this, like—like he lost something more than his best friend. They don’t have time for him to work through some world-shattering self-revelations, not at this point in the fight.

    And Dean isn’t, he’s not—it’s not like he would have ever thought he might—

    But he could have been.

    For Cas, he could have been.

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    07 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    They throw a party. Dean figures they have to. They saved the world, after all.

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