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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    All that hurt and pain and chaos, but he still ended up here, in a sunlit kitchen with the love of his life taking care of him as if he were special.

    Long story short, he’s happy.

    -- or: Ben has spent his whole life thinking he'd never get to be this happy, but now, with Rey, he finds out that he is.

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    27 Dec 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    “No more late nights. I promise.” He kissed your forehead, and rested your head under his chin. His hand was once again sliding up and down your back. “Starting now.”
    “You can't promise that.”
    “I can promise you anything. And everything. I don't want to be the reason you lose sleep. Or worse, that you decide not to stay anymore.”

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    06 Dec 2020

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    “We don’t have to do anything you’re uncomfortable with,” she tells him, her hand in his, her fingers stroking the back of his hand. “If you don’t want me to touch you–”

    “No,” he interrupts her. His heart is beating wildly in his chest, underneath her palm, but he tries his best. “No, please. I want– I want everything. With you. I just– I’m not used to this. Being touched.”

    It comes as a revelation to him, the fact that he’s someone who can be touched. Who can be touched like this

    -- or: after a lifetime spent on his own, devoid of any physical touch that wasn't meant to cause pain, Ben discovers that he's someone who can be touched out of love and care, and Rey has to help him through it.

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    04 Dec 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Rey. You don’t need to buy me a Christmas present.”

    “Yes I do!” she protests. “Why are you so impossible to shop for?”

    “Because I have everything I need.”

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    04 Dec 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    The war is over, but the storm rages on.

    Rey and Ben settle on Naboo after surviving Exegol, two Force-filled people bound up in each other, with only so many places for all that energy to go.

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    25 Oct 2020