Zeyzem



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    eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.

    except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.

    it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.

    meanwhile, the world goes on.

    (or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)

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    16 Jan 2022

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    In which there is some unexpected making out, some pining, one third of an existential crisis and a lot of unhelpful advice. Not necessarily in that order.

    (Now with added sequel "Can't cross the sea just standing there")

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    15 Jan 2022

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    buck wins a trip for two to a romantic wellness retreat. when none of the couples he knows can go, he figures that it's not gonna be weird if he takes his best friend eddie. even if everyone assumes they're a couple. what could go wrong?

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    13 Jan 2022

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    He doesn’t remember much from last night, even less after the fourth or fifth tequila shot. So he certainly doesn’t remember bringing someone back to his room.

    He steels himself for the lancing pain and cracks his eyes open.

    Oh. Oh no.

    This is either really bad or… Well, not really good, but just. Not really bad, and that’s probably all Buck can ask for it to be.

    Because Eddie is in his bed, Eddie’s arm is wrapped around his waist, Eddie’s legs are tangled with his. And he has no idea why.

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    11 Jan 2022

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    “You know…several of us parents get together once, maybe twice a month or so. You’re welcome to join us if you’d like. I can add you to the email chain.”

    Not for the first time that day, Eddie’s surprised. It’s not that he’s opposed, more that the invitation is unexpected. He’s not particularly social—when he is it’s with the team or with Buck or with his family, all of them in each other’s houses, in each other’s lives both at work and away from it. Outside of them…

    It occurs to him that he’s never really known how to make friends.

    [Or: Eddie makes friends outside of work and realizes that Buck might not, in fact, be just a friend]

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    08 Jan 2022