XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
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I’d do anything for you, Except let you go by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Mar 2022
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Collection of Dark Xichen. Little fics I have written all put together in this book. Will possibly have many chapters (?)
Excuse my grammar.
Title is something I heard in a movie once.
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haunted by these memories (of everything i couldn't keep) by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
13 Jan 2022
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ShouYue sits untouched in the corner of his room; it has remained as such ever since- ever since that day. He can't hold it without shaking, can't look at it without seeing phantom drops of blood running down its' blade. It's been a long time since he's wielded his sword; he can't wield anymore, not without wanting to use it to slit his throat. End his misery before it swallows him whole.
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Did you have fun?(making a monster out of me?) by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Dec 2021
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It wasn’t as if killing was new to him; it wasn’t. It was not new, it was safe. It was familiarity; something he could understand.
It’s just that….it was difficult to look into the eyes of his reflection and pretend to not see what he was becoming.
And that was saying something; you know, because if there was anything Jin Guangyao could do, it was pretend everything was perfectly fine.Prologue:
Cold. Dying is cold. He cannot feel his heart beating; he opens his eyes and is greeted by a stranger, a woman.
"I am no stranger, not to you." The woman speaks softly; she sounds so old for someone that looks so young.
"Where am I?" Guangyao asks, pushing himself up.
The woman shakes her head. "Always in a hurry, even when you're dead."Series
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Oh, what a safe haven (our lies have become) by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Dec 2021
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all he has ever wanted was to feel safe. that was it. that was all it was. he wanted to be safe. and he wanted to make sure- he wanted to make sure that safety couldn’t be taken away. and then it wasn’t just about his safety. It was about his child- it was about the small life growing inside of him. it was about making sure that that wasn’t taken away.
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look what our love has brought us/ look at what we have become by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
16 Aug 2021
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a soft inhale. a shaking hand- cupping his own cheek. pain blossoms across his face- tinges his cheek pink…it will turn red soon. his eyes are wide with shock- words temporarily forgotten. his body is tense, heartbeat like unforgiving thunder in his ears. he blinks. once. twice. shuts his eyes- unwilling to acknowledge what has just happened. opens his eyes- after everything he’s done, what right has he to refuse what’s right in front of him.
what right has to refuse to see the pain he has caused. to ignore what has so clearly proven to a fault of his-
perhaps it was inevitable. him being the reason that those he swore to never hurt were hurt.
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Recent series
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Lie to me, hurt me, kill me (anything so long as you come back to me) by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Jan 2022
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To have loved you/ To have been loved by you by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
16 Aug 2021
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Shattered Pieces of a Heart by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Jul 2021
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The Prince's Song by BunnyBoo23
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Jul 2021
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“A-Yao,” Lan Xichen says. It sounds like a swear and a prayer all at once. He falls onto his back, pulling Meng Yao against his chest. “My sweet A-Yao, I want to chain you to me and keep you forever.”
If anyone else said that, Meng Yao would leave a scratch across their face deep enough to scar. Instead, his whole being aches with want for the same, and he realizes in a hazy cloud of dread that he might actually be falling in love. Truly falling in love. The kind that there is no coming back from.
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Alternative story-line where Lan Xichen breaks down Meng Yao's walls as they fall in love, just as Lan Wangji broke down Wei WuXian's in canon. A healthier, stronger relationship ensues.
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- Part 1 of Taking Liberties
Bookmarked by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
09 Apr 2021
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only honest when it rains by rosehoney
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
29 Sep 2021
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An incident in the Unclean Realm leaves Jin Guangyao and Nie Mingjue’s already fragile relationship on unstable ground.
Bookmarked by XiuLan_GracefulOrchid
22 Mar 2021