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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    "Physically, I’m fine,” Tony repeats. “But I’m not okay here. Something’s missing. Something… important.”

    “But your arc reactor’s there,” Clint points out.

    “Tony,” Bruce interjects in a gentle voice. “Can you describe to me what’s missing? Clint is right, your arc reactor is there.”

    “I don’t know. I just know something important’s missing, and it hurts. Bruce, how can it hurt when I’ve never had it to begin with?”

    Thing is, Tony has so much love to give. But he doesn’t know how to do it right. But he knows that when he meets the right person — or people — he loves wholly, in every sense of the word. Sadly, he's so used to giving people what they want, to acting a certain way because they expect him to, that he’s forgotten what it’s like to be stripped bare of all the defenses he’s put up over the years. He wonders what it'd be like to have his defenses peeled off like an onion, layer by layer, each revealing a part of Anthony Edward Stark no other human being has been privy to.

    What would it be like, then? To have people think the best of him instead of the worst? To love and care about him in the same degree he does about them?

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    15 Oct 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Tony suffers from severe self-hatred. The Avengers aren't sure what to do.

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    14 Oct 2018

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    The dark side of Tony Stark, and the dream that was Steve Rogers.

    Basically a journey of Tony's life from birth; surrounding his depression, self harm, and other bad things in his life. Until Steve, of course.

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    14 Oct 2018

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    Hanzo wasn't sure what he hated more; being a sex worker or being known as the 'exotic trans worker’.

    Both sent a foul flavour to his mouth, it had paid the bills enough for him and his younger brother to rent out a two bedroom basement and help Genji pay for his schooling, but that was about all he was thankful for.

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    13 Oct 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    In McCree's defense, he was originally just going to wash his partner's back. But he just couldn't resist kissing the nape of that neck, and then the coils of the tattoo, and then the scars under the nipples and... well...
    (de-anon'd kink meme fill that ended up getting away from me a little bit)

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    12 Oct 2018