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    He thought he’d hidden these feelings from himself, stowed them away in some dark corner and learned not to think about it. But the second Eddie peeked in from around the corner at the Jade and looked at Richie with those big, limpid pools of Christmas Orphan meets Bambi, and started rambling about gluten and cashews, it all came flooding back into focus. Richie has loved Eddie so long that it’s become an ache that goes beyond reason.

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    09 Apr 2021

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    Richie runs all the way to Eddie’s. He has a bike but he can’t remember, just now, where he put it. Everything feels real, feels — the gravel hurt his shoeless feet, his lungs burn when he gets tired, there’s a cut on his chin that aches a little. It feels real but things always felt real, with It.

    You can’t trust how you feel or what you see. That’s the core of the terror of It. That everything is real and nothing is real and all of it can kill you.

    Richie clambers up the drainage pipe and shoves open Eddie’s window. He’s afraid to look. He’s afraid of what It has prepared for him.

    But it’s nothing. It’s just Eddie, small, young, cast still on his arm. He’s curled up on his side and is using the cast as the world’s worst pillow.

    “Holy shitballs what the fucking shit,” breathes Richie, lunging forward to fling himself on top of Eddie’s sleeping form. “Don’t scream, don’t scream, hey — Eddie! Eddie, shut the fuck up, you’re going to wake your mom, it’s me! It’s me.”

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    OR: Richard Tozier goes to sleep on a plane in 2016, and wakes up in 1989.

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    01 Apr 2021

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    By sunrise, he’s slumped in front of his full-length mirror, staring into his own manic expression. Noah’s face starts to swim in the mirror, jerking like silent movie footage. He tries to close his eyes and breathe through it. That thing in his belly, in his dantian, purrs on, growing stronger.

    “Xue Yang,” he whispers. “Who are you?”

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    10 Mar 2021

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    Xiao Zhan decides fuck it, quietly unsticks his arm from Yibo's where they sit shoulder to shoulder and begins to slide his hand in a heavy drag across Yibo's clothed thigh. They don't even make it back to their hotel before Xiao Zhan can resist sticking his hand down Yibo’s pants.

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    02 Mar 2021

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    He decides to watch back, and takes to monitoring every tiny movement and expression Ding Rong makes when he thinks no one is paying him any mind.

    It is a difficult game for Wang Zhi to play with himself when he so frequently has other priorities, and when Ding Rong is so often already staring at Wang Zhi when he checks. Even when that happens, though, Wang Zhi does not look away. Sometimes, he lifts an eyebrow, and other times, he gives no reaction at all and waits for Ding Rong to glance away first.

    You watch me, he thinks, and I’ll watch you.

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    23 Feb 2021