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    After the lawsuit, Buck decides to take Owen offer to work at the 126, after the way he was treated by the 118.
    Unfortunately, for him Judd doesn't like because he knows about the lawsuit. Judd confront Buck about in front of the team. Which make them more wary of Buck.
    The only friends he has there are Tim and Nancy.
    Things only change, when a segment on the firehouse TV show footage of the Tsunami and that they highlight Buck for saving multiple people and that he was the one with his leg crushed by a fire truck in LA months earlier.
    It's when Judd looks at Buck and see that he is having a panic attack and that he is possibly trapped in a flashback, that the team realize that there is more to the story than just the lawsuit.
    I've chaneged it a bit and Buddie is only mentioned.

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    He sees the back of her head, first. An alarmingly familiar flow of chestnut brown hair sways side to side and practically bounces as she moves over to greet Chim. When she turns to greet Cap, he catches sight of her shoulder, and the image of his fingers running across smooth skin, pulling on the strap of a bra, flashes in his head.

    But that’s not right, Buck thinks. It can’t be her, and she can’t be here. She was—

    And that’s when he sees her face.

    The shift is passing by just fine until an unwanted guest shows up, throwing him into a place he hasn't been in a long time.

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    He remembers her perfume. Thick, flowery – it makes him retch.

    Why does he remember her perfume? Every time he smells anything like it, he wants to throw up, he wants to rush in the shower and try to wash away the stink of it.

    Why can’t he move on?

    He’s had sex with countless people over the years, especially back in his Buck 1.0 days, so why does that encounter remain? Why does it make him sick?

    Why does he feel so ashamed?

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    Buck opens up about Dr Wells, the therapist from season 1.

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    Buck made a mistake. Only it wasn’t a one time thing. It happened a second, and third time too. It’s not like he’d gone back for it, but it always ends up the same way, with his therapist crawling into his lap.

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    “It wasn’t like that,” Buck tries. It sounds weak.

    “You went there for sex?” Eddie turns to glance at him, eyes raised questionably.

    “No, of course not,” Buck shakes his head.

    “Then it was wrong,” Eddie repeats. He dips his head, forces Buck to look at him. “How many times, Evan?”

     

    (Post Lawsuit AU/Missing scene post grocery store)

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