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The mahogany door feels cool on his forehead, similar to the barrel of the gun he felt earlier.
Similar to the barrel of the gun he feels on his temple now.
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It won’t be the same. The image of the city has changed and Lars isn’t sure if he can bear looking down on the new lights. Even if he reaches out and grabs James hand for purchase and it feels the same as it did back then.
Set on the 11th of August, 1991.
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Meeting Dave had put stars in his eyes and made him want to be him. And if he couldn't do that, he would settle for being with him.
He could sit and watch him exist for hours and hours
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The contrast is sharp between the cold of the back room and the light and cigarette smoke coming from the top of the stairs. They hear the roars of laughter. Almost smell the testosterone, as if the doors are threatening to fall in on them and expose their insecurities to the world. And no one will care.
But Lars cares, and she hopes James can see that.
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or, two girls and a conversation.
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The hand under his thigh rose higher until it came to rest on his hip. Fingers idly played and pulled on a loose thread at the bottom of his shirt. Cut.
Cut with the same scissors he used to cut the sleeves off. Cut to fit him better and not hang over his hips and thighs like a dress. Like Dave said it did one night. Looked like he was begging to be bent over and fucked, he said.
When he woke up the next morning, he made a bee-line for the kitchen and the drawer where the scissors were kept.
Just to spite him.
Sat here on his lap though, he wished he’d kept it long.
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lars is lonely. kirk is in a band. shenanigans ensue.
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03 Aug 2022
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Should old acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
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or: james can't move past it when his burned out flames get together. jealousy, paranoia, and wanting what you weren't able to keep.
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25 Jul 2022
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Three days.
Lars hasn't slept in three days.Bookmarked by Tantrumstation
25 Jul 2022
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After the royal visit, life barely returns to normal at Downton Abbey. A series of marriages, births, and deaths would be difficult enough for the occupants even if there weren't vicious criminals on the loose. Familiar faces from the past come back to haunt the current occupants, and once again Downton plays host to an unwelcome guest. Stuck in the middle of all of it, Thomas Barrow must come to terms with what it means to be a flawed human being, and lay to rest all the demons of his youth.
This work is complete.
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30 Jun 2022
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It’s the way Kirk looks at Lars that has him shaken. The shy little glances, like a shoplifter tucking a stolen item into his pocket. Lars lets him look. Dave will never know.
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16 Mar 2022