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    It was the way Steve had said, “I found him,” the desperate, agonized hope, that had Tony replying with, “Bring him home,” without any hesitation.

    But now, now he was hesitating like fuck.

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    12 Aug 2018

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    Bucky worked his lip between his teeth, but came into the room with a sigh, eyes still flicking over to Tony now and again. Steve reached out and rested a hand on his shoulder, pulling him closer. “Remember when I was at Auburndale and I took you to the Met that one time?”

    Bucky crossed his arms. “Yeah, of course I remember that, it’s the closest I’ve ever come to actually passing out from boredom. And I’ve been a sniper.”

    Steve smacked him. “You loved it. Anyway, remember you asked me why I kept coming back over and over to look at the same damn paintings, and I told you my favourite thing about art?”

    Bucky’s eyes finally stilled, settled on Steve, suddenly warm, hopeful. “Yeah,” he breathed out.

    “I said my favourite thing about art was that you could look at the same painting, or drawing, or sculpture, every day for a thousand days and on the thousand and first day you could see something in it you’d never seen before.”

    Bucky is in love with Steve. Steve is in love with Tony. Tony is in love with Bucky.

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    He wants to explain to Steve that he hopes that someday he'll find the right gal and he won't feel constantly sick to his stomach about what he is and what he wants. That he hopes someday he'll be normal.
    (He doesn't know how to say any of this without telling Steve that he is in love with him, so stupid in love that he can't think sometimes.)

    Or: Bucky is lovesick and Steve might be the cure he's looking for.

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    11 Aug 2018

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    "I just told you I'm in love with you, punk," Bucky murmurs. He raise a hand to Steve's, traces his fingers gently over knuckles and finger-joints and smooth nails. He wants to know what they feel like scratching down his back. "I understand if the sentiment isn't returned, but lovin' you is all I know how to do anymore, practically."

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    It's taken a while, but he finally feels like he could have this again in his weird and fucked up life.

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    25 May 2018

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    “What?” Jensen asks, “Do I have something on my--”

    He can feel his lips form the word ‘face’, but his voice completely cuts out because yes, holy shit, yes, he has something on his face, Jesus Christ. The bottom of his stomach drops out completely, and his jaw clenches. But maybe they can ignore this! They’ve already had a whole goddamn conversation while Jensen forgot he was wearing makeup, good God, maybe this isn’t any quirkier than Jensen’s other quirks, lipstick, okay whatever, that Jensen sure is ridiculous.

    Cougar raises his eyebrows, and Jensen says goodbye to that plan.

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    In 2009, Jensen got a new team, fell stupid in love, and learned about sharks, the great organizing principle of the universe and crushing chest injuries. Not necessarily in that order.

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    25 May 2018

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    And Jensen just feels so goddamn helpless, because how the fuck do you tell your teammate, oh, by the way, I’m completely fucked in love with you and I think it’s in the speak-now-or-forever-hold-it way and maybe most of all, please don’t make me say it because you are going to fucking take me apart.

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    And then. Whether there is babble or not, whether Jensen crosses his arms or clenches his fists or fidgets with his glasses, whether Jensen invites him into the kitchen for food and drink or whether he stands impervious in the doorway, no matter anything else, Cougar knows it will come to this:

    "Where have you been?"

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    Cougar searches for the words.

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    13 May 2018

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    This is--- what it feels like to badly underestimate the gentleness of Jacob Jensen.